Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; City and town life -- Fiction; Coal mines and mining -- Pennsylvania -- Fiction; Labor leaders -- Fiction
The next day he went to Margaret Ormsby at the settlement house. With
her he used no art. Driving straight to the point he told her of the
undertaker's daughter sitting beside him on the eminence above Coal
Creek, of the barber and his talk of women on the park bench and how
that had led him to that other woman kneeling on the floor in the
little frame house, his fists in her hair and of Edith Carson whose
companionship had saved him from all of these.
“If you can't hear all of this and still want life with me,” he said,
“there is no future for us together. I want you. I'm afraid of you and
afraid of my love for you but still I want you. I've been seeing your
face floating above the audiences in the halls where I've been at work.
I've looked at babies in the arms of workingmen's wives and wanted to
see my babe in your arms. I care more for what I am doing than I do for
you but I love you.”
McGregor arose and stood over her. “I love you with my arms aching to
close about you, with my brain planning the triumph of the workers, with
all of the old perplexing human love that I had almost thought I would
never want.
“I can't bear this waiting. I can't bear this not knowing so that I can
tell Edith. I can't have my mind filled with the need of you just as men
are beginning to catch the infection of an idea and are looking to me
for clear-headed leadership. Take me or let me go and live my life.”
Margaret Ormsby looked at McGregor. When she spoke her voice was as
quiet as the voice of her father telling a workman in the shop what to
do with a broken machine.
“I am going to marry you,” she said simply. “I am full of the thought of
it. I want you, want you so blindly that I think you can't understand.”
She stood up facing him and looked into his eyes.
“You must wait,” she said. “I must see Edith, I myself must do that. All
these years she has served you--she has had that privilege.”
McGregor looked across the table into the beautiful eyes of the woman he
loved.
“You belong to me even if I do belong to Edith,” he said.
“I will see Edith,” Margaret answered again.
CHAPTER VI
McGregor left the telling of the story of his love to Margaret. Edith
Carson who knew defeat so well and who had in her the courage of defeat
was to meet defeat at his hands through the undefeated woman and he let
himself forget the whole matter. For a month he had been trying to get
workingmen to take up the idea of the Marching Men without success and
after the talk with Margaret he kept doggedly at the work.
And then one evening something happened that aroused him. The Marching
Men idea that had become more than half intellectualised became again a
burning passion and the matter of his life with women got itself cleared
up swiftly and finally.
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