Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; City and town life -- Fiction; Coal mines and mining -- Pennsylvania -- Fiction; Labor leaders -- Fiction
The idea prevalent among men that the woman to be beautiful must be
hedged about and protected from the facts of life has done something
more than produce a race of women not physically vigorous. It has made
them deficient in strength of soul also. After the evening when
she stood facing Edith and when she had been unable to arise to the
challenge flung at her by the little milliner Margaret Ormsby was forced
to stand facing her own soul and there was no strength in her for the
test. Her mind insisted on justifying her failure. A woman of the people
placed in such a position would have been able to face it calmly. She
would have gone soberly and steadily about her work and after a
few months of pulling weeds in a field, trimming hats in a shop or
instructing children in a schoolroom would have been ready to thrust out
again, making another trial at life. Having met many defeats she would
have been armed and ready for defeat. Like a little animal in a
forest inhabited by other and larger animals she would have known the
effectiveness of lying perfectly still for a long period, making her
patience a part of her equipment for living.
Margaret had decided that she hated McGregor. After the scene in her
house she gave up her work in the settlement house and for a long time
went about nursing her hatred. In the street as she walked about her
mind kept bringing accusations against him and in her room at night she
sat by the window looking at the stars and said strong words. “He is a
brute,” she declared hotly, “a mere animal untouched by the culture that
makes for gentleness. There is something animal-like and horrible in
my nature that has made me care for him. I shall pluck it out. In the
future I shall make it my business to forget the man and all of the
dreadful lower strata of life that he represents.”
Filled with this idea Margaret went about among her own people and
tried to become interested in the men and women she met at dinners and
receptions. It did not work and when, after a few evenings spent in the
company of men absorbed in the getting of money, she found them only
dull creatures whose mouths were filled with meaningless words, her
irritation grew and she blamed McGregor for that also. “He had no right
to come into my consciousness and then take himself off,” she declared
bitterly. “The man is more of a brute than I thought. He no doubt preys
upon everyone as he has preyed upon me. He is without tenderness, knows
nothing of the meaning of tenderness. The colourless creature he has
married will serve his body. That is what he wants. He does not want
beauty. He is a coward who dare not stand up to beauty and is afraid of
me.”
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