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The quality of David's voice changed. Putting his arm about his daughter
he drew her face down beside his own. Night descended upon them. The
woman who was tired from much thinking began to feel grateful for the
touch of the strong hand on her shoulder. David had accomplished his
purpose. He had for the moment made his daughter forget that she was
his daughter. There was something hypnotic in the quiet strength of his
mood.
“I come now to women, to your part,” he said. “We will talk of the thing
I want to make you understand. Laura failed as the woman. She never saw
the point. As I grew she did not grow with me. Because I did not talk of
love she did not understand me as a lover, did not know what I wanted,
what I demanded of her.
“I wanted to fit my love down upon her figure as one puts a glove on his
hand. You see I was the adventurer, the man mussed and moiled by life
and its problems. The struggle to exist, to get money, could not be
avoided. I had to make that struggle. She did not. Why could she not
understand that I did not want to come into her presence to rest or to
say empty words. I wanted her to help me create beauty. We should have
been partners in that. Together we should have undertaken the most
delicate and difficult of all struggles, the struggle for living beauty
in our everyday affairs.”
Bitterness swept over the old ploughmaker and he used strong words. “The
whole point is in what I am now saying. That was my cry to the woman.
It came out of my soul. It was the only cry to another I have ever made.
Laura was a little fool. Her mind flitted away to little things. I do
not know what she wanted me to be and now I do not care. Perhaps she
wanted me to be a poet, a stringer together of words, one to write
shrill little songs about her eyes and lips. It does not matter now what
she wanted.
“But you matter.”
David's voice cut through the fog of new thoughts that were confusing
his daughter's mind and she could feel his body stiffen. A thrill ran
through her own body and she forgot McGregor. With all the strength of
her spirit she was absorbed in what David was saying. In the challenge
that was coming from the lips of her father she began to feel there
would be born in her own life a definite purpose.
“Women want to push out into life, to share with men the disorder and
mussiness of little things. What a desire! Let them try it if they wish.
They will sicken of the attempt. They lose sight of something bigger
they might undertake. They have forgotten the old things, Ruth in the
corn and Mary with the jar of precious ointment, they have forgotten the
beauty they were meant to help men create.
“Let them share only in man's attempt to create beauty. That is the
big, the delicate task to which they should consecrate themselves. Why
attempt instead the cheaper, the secondary task? They are like this
McGregor.”
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