Margaret Sanger: an autobiography.Sanger, Margaret
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Margaret Sanger: an autobiography.
Sanger, Margaret
Birth control -- United States -- Biography; Sanger, Margaret, 1879-1966
Most of my Spanish friends hoped I would like a bullfight, although
Portet, who thought it barbaric, told me it would probably shock me;
every foreigner who saw one simply shut his eyes in horror when some
poor old skeleton horse was so gored that its intestines fell out and
then were pushed back for its re-entry into the arena. If I were going
to be conspicuous by showing my feelings, the populace might turn upon
me, and, jokingly, he suggested following the example of Alfonso XIII,
who had given his English bride a pair of opera glasses with perfectly
black lenses because she was so open and frank at displaying her
emotions. She had stood and stared blankly at them all the time, and
thus got through her first bullfight.
I promised to be careful, and watched with the naked eye.
The bull came out snorting with passion and vigor, glaring around the
arena with a great noble sweep of his head. Suddenly he saw a color he
did not like, something inimical. He lunged towards it, and then a
medieval-looking figure danced before him with a cape to confuse him. He
forgot his original enemy and rushed at the red thing. Another gyrating
figure distracted his attention and angered him to wheel towards the new
adversary, make another plunge, and again be met by a flash of color.
Over and over and over again this happened. The poor bull’s vitality was
finally worn down, not from direct combat, but because of the many
bewildering forces that were there to destroy him—the fluttering capes,
the kaleidoscopic shapes, the swift-thrown banderillas, and the gleaming
lances of the picadors. Then, when he was bleeding and utterly spent,
the hero stepped out with a sword to kill him. He was dragged out,
sombreros whirled into the arena, shrieks and shouts arose, the band
played, a great victory had been achieved.
Within no time, even before another bull appeared, vendors came along
with baskets of hot sandwiches made from the barbecued meat of the one
just killed.
Not a single word would Portet let me say until we were entirely out of
hearing; you could talk freely in Spain against the Church or the
priests, but this sacred institution must not be criticized. Passing
through my mind was the thought that a bullfight was symbolic of the
struggle of the working classes. Strikes, picketing, jails exhausted
their energy until they too charged blindly this way and that, always
missing the main issue.
Many of my holidays were spent more happily than this. I never tired of
the wooded mountains which sheltered Barcelona, most of them having some
religious significance. Portet and I went up the funicular to the top of
Tibidabo, the exceeding high place where the devil tempted Jesus,
showing him in a moment of time the world spread out before him.
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