Margaret Sanger: an autobiography.Sanger, Margaret
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Margaret Sanger: an autobiography.
Sanger, Margaret
Birth control -- United States -- Biography; Sanger, Margaret, 1879-1966
Two more boys, their arms fraternally flung across one another’s
shoulders, shouted, “Three!” and, “Four!” consecutively. Were they
normal? Could liberty be of so little account? The muscles in my throat
contracted as I pictured the maternal love once spent on their infancy,
and now the reckless disregard for freedom culminating in this ride.
Thirty days seemed to me the end of the world, but they made light of
marking time in life for years, calling this their “sleeping time.” They
paid no attention to me; I was entirely out of their realm.
The women huddled beside me were more serious. An hysterical and tearful
“one-monther” had been obliged to leave her small four-year-old son
sitting on the veranda watching for her return. She had not even been
allowed to go back to see him and arrange for his care during her
absence.
Some experiences, though unexpected, are nevertheless partially
anticipated in the subconscious. I had believed fully and firmly that
some miracle would occur to keep me from going to jail. There had been
no miracle. The doors banged shut, two blue uniforms stared stolidly at
each other, the automobile jerked forward.
The trip to Raymond Street was short. We were ushered into a waiting
room. A thin-lipped attendant of huge size callously pushed one weeping
girl through the door.
“Get ready there, you!” she tossed over her shoulder at me.
“For what?”
“For the doctor.” I sat still. She repeated, “Do you hear me? Go in and
get your examination!”
I resented this attitude with every fiber of my being and replied, “I’m
not being examined.”
“Ho, you’re not? You’re one of the fighting kind, are you? Well, we’ll
soon fix you, young lady!”
She swung her heavy, massive frame out the door, leaving me wondering,
but quivering with excited determination. I was not sure what would
happen to me. Within five minutes, however, she came back with an
entirely different manner and tone. “Oh, you’re Mrs. Sanger. It’s all
right. Come this way, please.”
The next morning I was given a cup of bitter, turbid, lukewarm coffee,
and then placed inside the van, which set off for the Workhouse. There
all my possessions were taken from me. A long wait. The men were sent
somewhere and the women somewhere else, I did not know where. I just
sat. After what seemed hours my belongings were returned and a woman in
coat and hat told me to follow her. I did. A man added himself to our
party, and the three of us climbed into another van. We were driven some
distance down the Island, then put into a boat and ferried over to New
York. I had no idea where we were going. I asked but could elicit no
answer.
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