Margaret Sanger: an autobiography.Sanger, Margaret
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Margaret Sanger: an autobiography.
Sanger, Margaret
Birth control -- United States -- Biography; Sanger, Margaret, 1879-1966
Then one stifling mid-July day of 1912 I was summoned to a Grand Street
tenement. My patient was a small, slight Russian Jewess, about
twenty-eight years old, of the special cast of feature to which
suffering lends a madonna-like expression. The cramped three-room
apartment was in a sorry state of turmoil. Jake Sachs, a truck driver
scarcely older than his wife, had come home to find the three children
crying and her unconscious from the effects of a self-induced abortion.
He had called the nearest doctor, who in turn had sent for me. Jake’s
earnings were trifling, and most of them had gone to keep the
none-too-strong children clean and properly fed. But his wife’s
ingenuity had helped them to save a little, and this he was glad to
spend on a nurse rather than have her go to a hospital.
The doctor and I settled ourselves to the task of fighting the
septicemia. Never had I worked so fast, never so concentratedly. The
sultry days and nights were melted into a torpid inferno. It did not
seem possible there could be such heat, and every bit of food, ice, and
drugs had to be carried up three flights of stairs.
Jake was more kind and thoughtful than many of the husbands I had
encountered. He loved his children, and had always helped his wife wash
and dress them. He had brought water up and carried garbage down before
he left in the morning, and did as much as he could for me while he
anxiously watched her progress.
After a fortnight Mrs. Sachs’ recovery was in sight. Neighbors,
ordinarily fatalistic as to the results of abortion, were genuinely
pleased that she had survived. She smiled wanly at all who came to see
her and thanked them gently, but she could not respond to their hearty
congratulations. She appeared to be more despondent and anxious than she
should have been, and spent too much time in meditation.
At the end of three weeks, as I was preparing to leave the fragile
patient to take up her difficult life once more, she finally voiced her
fears, “Another baby will finish me, I suppose?”
“It’s too early to talk about that,” I temporized.
But when the doctor came to make his last call, I drew him aside. “Mrs.
Sachs is terribly worried about having another baby.”
“She well may be,” replied the doctor, and then he stood before her and
said, “Any more such capers, young woman, and there’ll be no need to
send for me.”
“I know, doctor,” she replied timidly, “but,” and she hesitated as
though it took all her courage to say it, “what can I do to prevent it?”
The doctor was a kindly man, and he had worked hard to save her, but
such incidents had become so familiar to him that he had long since lost
whatever delicacy he might once have had. He laughed good-naturedly.
“You want to have your cake and eat it too, do you? Well, it can’t be
done.”
Then picking up his hat and bag to depart he said, “Tell Jake to sleep
on the roof.”
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