Dime novels; England -- Fiction; Foundlings -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
Margery drew back in her seat as they passed; it was a moment of bitter
agony. She had thought herself schooled to meet sorrow, that she was
able to be firm, that she had cast out all love and despair from her
heart, and filled it with a desire for utter forgetfulness. Now she
saw herself in her weakness. The very sight of Vane Charteris brought
back the humiliation she had suffered, while the sight of Stuart, the
man who had deceived her, insulted her, wrecked her life at its very
beginning, brought back the tumultuous joy of that evening in the Weald
Wood, the never-ending sorrow of her loss. Ah, she might be as brave
as she would, away, but a glimpse of his face had broken down all the
barriers that pride had been setting up during these past weeks, and
left her as weak as before!
Turning to speak to her, Lord Court saw her pallor and look of pain.
“Something is troubling her,” he thought. “She is too young, too fair
to look so distressed.” Ignoring her apparent faintness, he gave his
orders to the footman, and they were driven home.
Margery all that evening was quiet, almost depressed. She knew she
might have remained in her own room, had she so wished, but she shrank
from being left alone with her thoughts, from the confession of her own
weakness; and she sat with Lady Enid, who, full of the pleasure of her
drive, chatted and laughed gayly, not noticing her friend’s changed
manner. But, though it escaped her, it was quickly detected by her
brother, and the pale face of the young girl, the unspeakable depth of
sadness in her eyes, touched him with deep sympathy. He came easily and
gracefully to her rescue. He took the book from her hand when Lady Enid
asked her to read, with a playful remark as to Miss Daw’s needlework
progressing slowly, and he alone saw the slender figure leaning back
wearily on the wide window-ledge, her work forgotten in her thoughts.
He exerted himself to chat to his sister, and then, knowing that her
evening was never complete without music, seated himself at the piano,
and filled the room with the melody of a rich baritone voice.
Margery listened a while, then the sighing sadness of the music proved
too much for her, and, stooping to kiss Lady Enid, she retired to her
room.
The night hours passed slowly and heavily; she could not sleep. Her
mind was haunted by the vision of two forms with the radiance of a
great happiness in their eyes. Was London, then, so small that she must
be tortured by their faces wherever she went? And her secret--would
not that be discovered? They had not seen her to-day, but who could
tell whether she might not meet them again? She felt low-spirited and
disheartened for a time, then grew gradually easier in her mind. In a
week, perhaps, they would leave London, and down at Court Manor she
would have peace, if not happiness. Comforted by this thought, she fell
asleep just as the gray dawn was breaking, her troubles forgotten for
the time in dreams.
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