Dime novels; England -- Fiction; Foundlings -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
It was so strange, so incomprehensible. A feeling of acute pain came to
him. At the sight of Margery his love rose up again in all its vigor,
full of bitterness and despair, however, for she was a wife. He sat on
in the chill night hours, his brain full of disturbing thought. The
mystery, the suddenness of the whole thing, seemed to stun him, to
crush his very being. During the whole evening he had sat listening
to his host’s voice, and answering in monosyllables. Margery did not
appear; of that he was only too distinctly conscious. The rest was a
blank. And now he was alone, bewildered, tormented by pain, despair,
love. His journey was ended before it had commenced, for he had found
Sir Douglas Gerant’s daughter, found the owner of Beecham Park. In the
morning he must unfold his tale, and then--go from her forever.
He rose and, approaching the window, opened it. How came Margery
hither? he asked himself. What strange fate had brought him to her
at that very moment? What story would he hear on the morrow? Had he
wronged--doubted his love? A cold shudder seized him at the very
thought. With an effort he put it from him. What could Margery say in
self-defense? She had deceived--cruelly deceived him. Whatever the
cause, he could not forget that. What explanation would she give him?
Perhaps none; and he had no right to demand any. The difficulties of
the situation seemed to become greater and greater as he pondered it in
his mind. He moved from the window, and walked slowly up and down the
room. Margery, the girl he had loved, trusted, revered, the girl he was
about to seek in a far-distant clime, was under the same roof with him
at that very instant, the wife of his host, the Earl of Court. It was
inexplicable. His mind could find no solution to the problem; he could
but wait for morning light.
Stuart was not the only one who was awake and disturbed that night.
Margery, clad in a silk dressing-gown as white as her cheeks, was
pacing the floor of her chamber. She had pleaded illness, and begged
to be left with Pauline; and, once alone, she sent her maid into the
dressing-room and fought the battle with herself in solitude. If
sorrow, despair, anguish, had come to her before, they visited her
now with redoubled force. It seemed to her the very irony of fate, a
mockery of her good intentions, that she should be so tried at such
a moment--a moment when she had thought herself a conqueror over her
weakness. Of what avail had been her struggles, her earnest prayers,
her resolutions? The sight of Stuart’s grave, handsome face, the
intoxication of his presence, had left her weak; the memory of his
insults, his deceit, had banished everything but the knowledge that she
loved him still. She longed for the weary night to pass, yet dreaded
the coming of morning, when she must meet him, speak to him, when his
every word would be as a dagger thrust into her heart.
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