Margret Howth: A Story of To-dayDavis, Rebecca Harding
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Margret Howth: A Story of To-day
Davis, Rebecca Harding
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"She measures her words," he said, as to himself; "her very eye-light
is ruled by decorum; she is a machine, for work. She has swept her
child's heart clean of anger and revenge, even scorn for the wretch
that sold himself for money. There was nothing else to sweep out, was
there?"--bitterly,--"no friendships, such as weak women nurse and
coddle into being,--or love, that they live in, and die for sometimes,
in a silly way?"
"Unmanly!"
"No, not unmanly. Margret, let us be serious and calm. It is no time
to trifle or wear masks. That has passed between us which leaves no
room for sham courtesies."
"There needs none,"--meeting his eye unflinchingly. "I am ready to
meet you and hear your good-bye. Dr. Knowles told me your marriage was
near at hand. I knew you would come, Stephen. You did before."
He winced,--the more that her voice was so clear of pain.
"Why should I come? To show you what sort of a heart I have sold for
money? Why, you think you know, little Margret. You can reckon up its
deformity, its worthlessness, on your cool fingers. You could tell the
serene and gracious lady who is chaffering for it what a bargain she
has made,--that there is not in it one spark of manly honour or true
love. Don't venture too near it in your coldness and prudence. It has
tiger passions I will not answer for. Give me your hand, and feel how
it pants like a hungry fiend. It will have food, Margret."
She drew away the hand he grasped, and stood back in the shadow.
"What is it to me?"--in the same measured voice.
Holmes wiped the cold drops from his forehead, a sort of shudder in his
powerful frame. He stood a moment looking into the fire, his head
dropped on his arm.
"Let it be so," he said at last, quietly. "The worn old heart can gnaw
on itself a little longer. I have no mind to whimper over pain."
Something that she saw on the dark sardonic face, as the red gleams
lighted it, made her start convulsively, as if she would go to him;
then controlling herself, she stood silent. He had not seen the
movement,--or, if he saw, did not heed it. He did not care to tame her
now. The firelight flashed and darkened, the crackling wood breaking
the dead silence of the room.
"It does not matter," he said, raising his head, laying his arm over
his strong chest unconsciously, as if to shut in all complaint. "I had
an idle fancy that it would be good on this Christmas night to bare the
secrets hidden in here to you,--to suffer your pure eyes to probe the
sorest depths: I thought perhaps they would have a blessing power. It
was an idle fancy. What is my want or crime to you?"
The answer came slowly, but it did come.
"Nothing to me."
She tried to meet the gaunt face looking down on her with its proud
sadness,--did meet it at last with her meek eyes.
"No, nothing to you. There is no need that I should stay longer, is
there? You made ready to meet me, and have gone through your part
well."
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