Margret Howth: A Story of To-dayDavis, Rebecca Harding
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Margret Howth: A Story of To-day
Davis, Rebecca Harding
Fiction
The wind struck so broad and fiercely in Holmes's face that he caught
his breath. It was a savage freedom, he thought, in the West there,
whose breath blew on him,--the freedom of the primitive man, the
untamed animal man, self-reliant and self-assertant, having conquered
Nature. Well, this fierce, masterful freedom was good for the soul,
sometimes, doubtless. It was old Knowles's vital air. He wondered if
the old man would succeed in his hobby, if he could make the slavish
beggars and thieves in the alleys yonder comprehend this fierce
freedom. They craved leave to live on sufferance now, not knowing their
possible divinity. It was a desperate remedy, this sense of unchecked
liberty; but their disease was desperate. As for himself, he did not
need it; that element was not lacking. In a mere bodily sense, to be
sure. He felt his arm. Yes, the cold rigor of this new life had
already worn off much of the clogging weight of flesh, strengthened the
muscles. Six months more in the West would toughen the fibres to iron.
He raised an iron weight that lay on the steps, carelessly testing
them. For the rest, he was going back here; something of the cold,
loose freshness got into his brain, he believed. In the two years of
absence his power of concentration had been stronger, his perceptions
more free from prejudice, gaining every day delicate point, acuteness
of analysis. He drew a long breath of the icy air, coarse with the
wild perfume of the prairie. No, his temperament needed a subtiler
atmosphere than this, rarer essence than mere brutal freedom The East,
the Old World, was his proper sphere for self-development. He would go
as soon as he could command the means, leaving all clogs behind. ALL?
His idle thought balked here, suddenly; the sallow forehead contracted
sharply, and his gray eyes grew in an instant shallow, careless,
formal, as a man who holds back his thought. There was a fierce
warring in his brain for a moment. Then he brushed his Kossuth hat
with his arm, and put it on, looking out at the landscape again.
Somehow its meaning was dulled to him. Just then a muddy terrier came
up, and rubbed itself against his knee. "Why, Tige, old boy!" he said,
stooping to pat it kindly. The hard, shallow look faded out; he half
smiled, looking in the dog's eyes. A curious smile, unspeakably tender
and sad. It was the idiosyncrasy of the man's face, rarely seen there.
He might have looked with it at a criminal, condemning him to death.
But he would have condemned him, and, if no hangman could be found,
would have put the rope on with his own hands, and then most probably
would have sat down pale and trembling, and analyzed his sensations on
paper,--being sincere in all.
He sat down on the school-house step, which the boys had hacked and
whittled rough, and waited; for he was there by appointment, to meet
Dr. Knowles.
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