Margret Howth: A Story of To-dayDavis, Rebecca Harding
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Margret Howth: A Story of To-day
Davis, Rebecca Harding
Fiction
He met her look, and saw the fierce demand through the softness and
persiflage. He gave it no answer, but, turning to her, kindled into
the man whom she was so proud to show as her capture,--a man far off
from Stephen Holmes. Brilliant she called him,--frank, winning,
generous. She thought she knew him well; held him a slave to her
fluttering hand. Being proud of her slave, she let the hand flutter
down now somehow with some flowers it held until it touched his hard
fingers, her cheek flushing into rose. The nerveless, spongy
hand,--what a death-grip it had on his life! He did not look back once
at the motionless, dusty figure on the road. What was that Polston had
said about starving to death for a kind word? LOVE? He was sick of
the sickly talk,--crushed it out of his heart with a savage scorn. He
remembered his father, the night he died, had said in his weak ravings
that God was love. Was He? No wonder, then, He was the God of women,
and children, and unsuccessful men. For him, he was done with it. He
was here with stronger purpose than to yield to weaknesses of the
flesh. He had made his choice,--a straight, hard path upwards; he was
deaf now and forever to any word of kindness or pity. As for this
woman beside him, he would be just to her, in justice to himself: she
never should know the loathing in his heart: just to her as to all
living creatures. Some little, mean doubt kept up a sullen whisper of
bought and sold,--sold,--but he laughed it down. He sat there with his
head steadily turned towards her: a kingly face, she called it, and she
was right,--it was a kingly face: with the same shallow, fixed smile on
his mouth,--no weary cry went up to God that day so terrible in its
pathos, I think: with the same dull consciousness that this was the
trial night of his life,--that with the homely figure on the road-side
he had turned his back on love and kindly happiness and warmth, on all
that was weak and useless in the world. He had made his choice; he
would abide by it,--he would abide by it. He said that over and over
again, dulling down the death-gnawing of his outraged heart.
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