Margret Howth: A Story of To-dayDavis, Rebecca Harding
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Margret Howth: A Story of To-day
Davis, Rebecca Harding
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The man sat down on the lower step a few moments, quite quiet, crushing
his hat up in a slow, steady way, looking up at the mouldy cobwebs on
the wall. He got up at last, and went in to Lois. Had she heard? The
old scarred face of the girl looked years older, he thought,--but it
might be fancy. She did not say anything for a while, moving slowly,
with a new gentleness, about him; her very voice was changed, older.
He tried to be cheerful, eating his supper: she need not know until
to-morrow. He would get out of the town to-night, or---- There were
different ways to escape. When he had done, he told her to go; but she
would not.
"Let me stay til' night," she said. "I be n't afraid o' th' mill."
"Why, Lo," he said, laughing, "yoh used to say yer death was hid here,
somewheres."
"I know. But ther' 's worse nor death. But it'll come right," she
said, persistently, muttering to herself, as she leaned her face on her
knees, watching,--"it'll come right."
The glimmering shadows changed and faded for an hour. The man sat
quiet. There was not much in the years gone to soften his thought, as
it grew desperate and cruel: there was oppression and vice heaped on
him, and flung back out of his bitter heart. Nor much in the future: a
blank stretch of punishment to the end. He was an old man: was it easy
to bear? What if he were black? what if he were born a thief? what if
all the sullen revenge of his nature had made him an outcast from the
poorest poor? Was there no latent good in this soul for which Christ
died, that a kind hand might not have brought to life?
None? Something, I think, struggled up in the touch of his hand,
catching the skirt of his child's dress, when it came near him, with
the timid tenderness of a mother touching her dead baby's hair,--as
something holy, far off, yet very near: something in his old
crime-marked face,--a look like this dog's, putting his head on my
knee,--a dumb, unhelpful love in his eyes, and the slow memory of a
wrong done to his soul in a day long past. A wrong to both, you say,
perhaps; but if so, irreparable, and never to be recompensed. Never?
"Yoh must go, my little girl," he said at last.
Whatever he did must be done quickly. She came up, combing the thin
gray hairs through her fingers.
"Father, I dunnot understan' what it is, rightly. But stay with
me,--stay, father!"
"Yoh've a many frien's, Lo," he said, with a keen flash of jealousy.
"Ther' 's none like yoh,--none."
"Father, look here."
She put her misshapen head and scarred face down on his hand, where he
could see them. If it had ever hurt her to be as she was, if she had
ever compared herself bitterly with fair, beloved women, she was glad
now, and thankful, for every fault and deformity that brought her
nearer to him, and made her dearer.
"They're kind, but ther' 's not many loves me with true love, like yoh.
Stay, father! Bear it out, whatever it be. Th' good time 'll come,
father."
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