The hours passed, the day grew older, and the cattle disappeared from
the plain. A white mist rose from the little river, then a stone
slipped behind the barrier of poplar trees, and the broom flowers began
to grow darker. Henri Deslois went back towards the farm with me. He
walked in front of me on the narrow path, and when he left me just
before we came to the avenue of chestnut trees I knew that I loved him
even more than Sister Marie-Aimee.
The house on the hill became our house. Every Sunday I found Henri
Deslois waiting there, and as I used to do when Jean le Rouge lived
there, I took my blessed bread to the house on the hill after mass and
we used to laugh as we divided it.
We both had the same kind of feeling of liberty which made us run races
round the garden and wet our shoes in the brooklets from the spring.
Henri Deslois used to say, "On Sundays I, too, am seventeen years old."
Sometimes we would go for long walks in the woods which skirted the
hill. Henri Deslois was never tired of hearing me talk about my
childhood, and Sister Marie-Aimee. Sometimes we talked about Eugene,
whom he knew. He used to say that he was one of those men whom one
liked to have for a friend. I told him what a bad shepherdess I had
been, and although I felt sure he would laugh at me, I told him the
story of the sheep which was all swollen up. He didn't laugh. He put
a finger on my forehead and said, "Love is the only thing that will
cure that."
One day we stopped near an immense field of corn. It was so big that
we could not see the end of it. Thousands of white butterflies were
floating about over the corn ears. Henri Deslois didn't speak, and I
watched the ears of corn which were stooping and stretching as though
they were getting ready to fly. It looked as though the butterflies
were bringing them wings to help them, but it was no good for the corn
ears to get excited. They could not get away from the ground. I told
my idea to Henri Deslois, who looked at the corn for a long time, and
then, as though he were speaking to himself, and dragging the words
out, he said, "It is much the same kind of thing with a man. Sometimes
a woman comes to him. She looks like the white butterflies of the
plain. He doesn't know whether she comes up from the earth or whether
she comes down from the sky. He feels that with her he could live on
the wind which passes, and the fresh young flowers. But like the root
which holds the corn to earth a mysterious bond holds him to his duty,
which is as strong as the earth." I thought that his voice had an
accent of suffering, and that the corners of his mouth drooped more
than usual. But almost immediately his eyes looked into mine, and he
said in a stronger voice, "We must have confidence in ourselves."
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