One morning one of the two butchers looked at me and spoke my name.
Sister Desiree-des-Anges and I looked at the butcher boy in surprise.
He was a new one, but I soon recognized him. He was the eldest son of
Jean le Rouge. He was delighted to see me again, and told me that his
parents had got a good place at the Lost Ford. He himself didn't care
about working in the fields, and had found work with a butcher in the
town. Then he told me that the Lost Ford was quite near Villevieille,
and asked me if I knew it. I nodded my head to say that I did. He
went on to say that his father and mother had been there for some
months, and that there had been feasting there last week because Henri
Deslois was married. I heard him say a few words more which I didn't
understand. Then the daylight in the kitchen turned into black night,
and I felt the tiles give way under my feet and drag me down into a
bottomless hole. I remember Sister Desiree-des-Anges coming to help
me, but an animal had fastened itself on my chest. It made a dreadful
sound which it hurt me to hear. It was like a horrible sob which
always stopped at the same place. Then the light came back again, and
I could see above me the faces of Sister Desiree-des-Anges and Melanie.
Both were smiling anxiously, and Melanie's broad, red face looked like
Sister Desiree-des-Anges' pointed pale one. I sat up in bed, wondering
why I was there by daylight, but I didn't get up. I remembered little
Jean le Rouge, and for hours and hours I fought with my pain.
When Sister Desiree-des-Anges came into the room at bedtime she sat
down on the foot of my bed. She put her two hands together like the
saints did. "Tell me of your sorrow," she said. I told her, and it
seemed to me that every word I spoke took some of my suffering away
with it.
When I had told her everything, Sister Desiree-des-Anges fetched "The
Imitation of Jesus Christ," and began to read aloud. She read in a
gentle and resigned voice, and there were words which sounded like the
end of a moan.
On the days which followed, I saw little Jean le Rouge again. He told
me some more about the Lost Ford, and while he said how happy his
parents were and how kind the master was to them, I could see the house
on the hill with its garden in flower, and its spring from which the
little brooklets crawled down to the river, hiding themselves under the
broom. I often spoke of it to Sister Desiree-des-Anges, who listened
to me meditatively. She knew the neighbourhood and every corner of the
place, and one evening, when she sat dreaming and I asked her what she
was thinking about, she said, "Summer will be over soon, and I was
thinking that the trees were full of fruit."
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