She held it, gazing spellbound into it. And suddenly she saw a cottage
bedroom, and a girl kneeling there--a pretty girl, with flaxen hair and
a sad, thoughtful face. And again, the long vistas of the Temple--the
heavy curtains drawn, revealing the same figure kneeling before the
Serpent. And then again, the same girl in a garden surrounded by the
loveliest brilliant flowers, with a look of eagerness and expectation
on her face that Marigold somehow felt she understood. And then
instantaneously a blight had settled on the garden--the flowers
shrivelled and dead; but this as nothing to the human face, white and
paralysed of every feeling except despair and pain. And then a deep-red
glow, a palace garden, terraced and ornamented, a chariot and horses,
and two figures just for the instant--and one was the Master, and the
other the girl, who came and went all through.
“Rosalie.” The word slipped from Marigold’s lips, and then again was
silence.
And then the image of the Serpent melted within the pure white fires of
Heaven. Pure and intense--the real curtain that divides man from God.
And it seemed as if the crystal seethed and burned within this holy
light a long time; and though there came no forms or scenes with it, it
was to Marigold the most glorious scene of all, for she had felt and
understood that fire--so cruel, yet, to the strong, so kindly.
And then at last another garden, with long lawns and blossoming bowers.
And this time a little girl, playing alone, the sun having dyed her
hair a pretty golden. And then Marigold looked a little while, and at
last she put the crystal down, and she said:
“It’s me.”
And when the ordinary light came back to the room again, she looked
around with a new interest and a heightened colour, and she rubbed her
eyes.
“I don’t understand a bit,” she said.
“Neither did I,” he answered, smiling. “At least, not when you played
the beggar girl. That was rather an expensive whim of yours, Marigold.
Had I met you as the Lady of Ellel, I should have been prepared for
you, and all would have been smooth sailing from the first. But when
you’re looking for a Princess with a pair of lovely eyes, with an
expression in them you have learnt to love and know through all the
changes of eternity, and suddenly a beggar girl appears in rags, with
just the same expression, you are allowed surely to feel--well, some
annoyance.”
And Marigold laughed and clapped her hands.
“Oh! you are dull and stupid,” she cried gaily, shaking his arm and
almost dancing with delight. “Don’t you see, I--I couldn’t have done
anything better? I--I never knew what pain and suffering were till I
became the beggar girl.”
“You’d learnt it all before.”
“Ah! was I--was I--am I--Rosalie?”
“Did you not remember the scenes?”
“Ye-es--ye-es. I don’t understand it. I can only feel. But there
_must_ be a Rosalie, besides myself, because I was so horribly
jealous of her. You know I was.”
“I know. That proves how reasonless jealousy can be.”
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