“Oh yes, you will. You imagine you’ve done something terrible, and, in
reality, you’ve done nothing at all. Look like that long enough, and
people will begin to believe dreadful things of you. Marigold, you are
now quits with Mr Barringcourt. He has broken your heart--smashed it
completely, when he flung you there upon the ground. And with no heart
left--that wretched stumbling-block in the path of all successes--you
are free and safe. Here is the High Priest longing to see you once
again--but too big a coward--too eaten up with habit--to step out of
his monastic shell. If you wish to hurt Barringcourt, to humble him as
he has humbled you----”
“I don’t think I do,” said Marigold sweetly and earnestly, shaking her
lily head, as if these baser passions were rather big enigmas to her.
St Armand stopped. Then he looked across at her and smiled--the
child-like voice having arrested his thoughts as well as words. And
suddenly he moved across the seat towards her, and took her hands in
his.
“Well then, at any rate you’re no woman if you wouldn’t care for him
to fall in love with you--or learn, at least, that you were made for
admiration, not for contempt. You must rouse out of this lifelessness.
It is not becoming to your station.”
“But--but,” said she, sadly and yet shyly, “it would be so easy to
admire a Princess--even to love her. And I feel so uncertain of myself.
My neck--it was so very beautiful, and now I’m forced to wear this
bandage round. For what is it but a bandage, even with pearls? And
lately I’ve felt more forgiving--this last few days; but now, whilst
you are speaking to me, the scars seem to have gone red-hot. Oh! he had
no business to hurt me so--no business at all!”
“That’s what I keep telling you. Rouse up! and enjoy life--heartless or
broken-hearted.”
CHAPTER XXIII
The next day being Sunday, Marigold went to the Temple for the morning
service. It was not a long drive, and she sat in the big carriage, very
stiff and straight, beside the old stone-deaf governess, who generally
accompanied her to these affairs--strictly, however, when she was
invited.
They had just risen from their knees when Marigold perceived Mr
Barringcourt and St Armand pass them to a seat just beyond on the other
side of the aisle. Again she felt that burning feeling on the scars on
her neck, and a hundred quick emotions and memories throbbed in her
heart and brain. It was not easy to sit there straight and calm, but
Marigold managed it, and all through the service listened attentively,
but with lack of interest, to what was going on. But now and again
her strange, expressive eyes would wander across to the two figures
opposite--so different, yet in some unaccountable way so much alike.
The High Priest preached himself--a very learned and eloquent address,
all about nothing, yet marvellously well delivered, though in a pompous
way.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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