Yet I dared not desert Mariposilla, for I felt daily the burden of the
part I had taken in establishing her intimacy with the Sandersons. I
was determined to restore, if possible, her stolen happiness. The child
seemed now comparatively docile and less changed than I had feared. I
did not expect her to resist at once her first crushing disappointment,
but in a few weeks I expected to take her to the seashore, when I hoped
to surround her with new friends and new pleasures.
Time alone could help her, and I was full of hope.
I had now fully determined to educate Mariposilla, to fit her, with the
Doña Maria's permission, for intimate contact with the dangerous world.
So infatuated I became with my plans that I again misunderstood the
girl, while I foolishly lost sight of her race inheritances.
I thought she would revive, after a time, as an American girl would have
revived. I expected her to be restored, with new beauties of mind and
character.
As the days went by and nothing unusual happened, I told myself,
joyfully, that experience was working the cure. I believed that soon a
womanly scorn would heal effectually the wound which Sidney Sanderson
had inflicted.
The girl had not grown less beautiful. With her trouble there had come
into her face, after the first wild paroxysms of grief, a look that I
could not interpret. I know now that it was the reflection of hope, a
hungry, superstitious expectancy that tugged hourly at her heart.
Sidney's parting note had inspired in the ignorant girl the faith that
he would return.
She had grown very gentle. She went regularly to mass, and arranged
flowers each day in front of the little Spanish Virgin. One day I
noticed that she had wreathed the picture in ivy, and ever after the
grotesque little Mother displayed her finery subdued by the dark, cool
leaves.
In the child's own room was carefully treasured every trifling relic of
Sidney's past devotion. She had decked the whitewashed walls, in
imitation of Ethel Walton's æsthetic chamber, with every small, sweet
souvenir of the winter. The favors she had received at the eventful
holiday cotillion surrounded the little looking-glass. Above her bed
hung a cane and a cast-off tennis cap of Sidney's; while tenderly
hidden from sight, except when she opened the drawer each day to weep,
were the innumerable trinkets and gifts that her false lover had given
her.
Every empty candy-box and every withered flower had been lovingly saved.
She still wore about her throat the little necklace, but the bracelet
she concealed pitifully beneath her sleeve.
Each day she dressed with unusual care, expecting always the return of
her lover.
One day a lover came. Not Sidney, for whom her poor heart pined, but
Arturo, her kinsman.
There was no scene, as we had feared, for the Doña Maria had warned the
young man to restrain, for the present, all signs of impatient passion.
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