As the Doña Maria spoke, Mariposilla entered the room, bearing a little
cross of white roses. She laid it timidly upon the breast of her
grandmother; then, frightened and hysterical, she fled from the bed.
"Poor child," said the Doña Maria, "she fears death greatly. She thinks
only of the fire that must at first purify the soul, not of the joys of
eternity.
"Go now, Señora, retire at once for the night. You are weary and in need
of rest.
"I care not for company. I will remain alone with my mother and our
blessed Lady. I desire to entreat that the sufferings of the dear one
may be short.
"Surely the dear Lord will have mercy upon the aged one who has already
endured so much upon earth."
"Good Doña Maria," I plead, "you will surely be ill if you kneel all
night in prayer. To-morrow will be a sad, hard day, and without rest you
will be unfit for its strain."
"No, Señora," she replied firmly; "I shall not be ill. After midnight I
shall sleep; until then I shall pray."
I saw that my persuasions were in vain, and left her alone with her
dead.
As I passed through the living-room to reach my own, I was startled by a
white-robed figure in front of the Virgin's picture.
The full July moon, streaming through the open door, discovered
touchingly the hopeless misery of Mariposilla. She was in her nightgown,
gazing piteously into the illuminated face of the unsympathetic doll
above the chimney shelf.
As I approached her, she turned sadly from the picture.
In the moonlight, I saw great tears shining in her eyes.
"She loves me not; she is angry and smiles no more," she said,
despairingly.
The child's lovely face expressed so perfectly the agony of desertion
that I felt powerless to comfort her. Her firm belief in the Virgin's
displeasure had torn from her heart its last hope. For weeks she
believed that the little mother would have mercy, would intercede for
her, and restore in some miraculous way her lover; but to-night the
Virgin would not smile. She refused to pity her sorrowful child.
"Dear Mariposilla," I said, remembering the tactics that I sometimes
employed with Marjorie; "you must not think because the Virgin refuses
to smile that she is angry.
"We ourselves cannot smile. We are sad and awed by the presence of
death, and surely it would be heartless for 'our Lady' to smile, when
those who love and trust her are in trouble.
"You are nervous and weary. You shall room with me to-night. I have
already prepared you a nice bed upon my couch."
I drew her gently in the direction of my room, persuaded that I had
quieted for a time her moody fears.
"No! no!" she cried, bursting away from me; "I can not sleep. I will
never sleep again."
She rushed, passionately, through the open door into the moonlight. In
her bare feet, clad only in her flowing nightgown, she stood like a
spirit among the dark vines and lacy shadows of the old veranda.
Her hair fell about her shoulders like a tragic veil, while a sudden
agony touched her young, white face.
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