A pause, and he resumed:
"Doctor, as one of my own age, and as a man in whose intellect,
judgment, and heart I have the fullest confidence, I desire to make you
my father-confessor. I crave sympathy and counsel. Perhaps I should
apologize for burthening you with my trials and sorrows, but pity
me--pity me!" He laid his hand on the physician's knee with such an
appealing look, that the latter was touched. "Whom else can I consult
with--whom turn to? I am at sea yawing like a rudderless ship."
The doctor, who had been not a little surprised at the tenor of his
host's conversation, expressed his condolence, and proffered his
assistance in any way that it might be found serviceable. Mr. Heath
looked for a moment as if he were about to confide something--then
checked himself, and rising leaned on the mantle-piece in a pensive
attitude. Dr. Wattletop took this for an indication that the conference
was at an end, but the Monongahela being excellent, he lingered to
refill his glass. Meanwhile Mr. Heath again sat down and addressed him:
"You say, doctor, that you do not believe in eternal punishment,
because, as I understand you, it is irreconcilable with reason."
"Because it is irreconcilable with the attributes of the Almighty.
Again, where is the sense or harmony, or even necessity of it? I can
understand temporary punishment, but not everlasting punishment; that
would resolve itself simply into revenge, a feeling that the Creator is
incapable of harboring. No, sir, I believe there is a punishment for
sin, but not an everlasting one. I believe in the harmony of Nature, and
that its laws are inexorable. They cannot be infringed without
suffering. I do not believe in the forgiveness of sins."
"Do not believe in the forgiveness of sins! Have you no faith, doctor?"
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