Mrs. Gildersleeve did not entirely approve of her husband's way of
putting it, and observed, "As to what your brother says, Mark, about
Miss Heath's fortune, or her father's fortune, I know you never would be
actuated by any motives in regard to that. Miss Heath, I'm sure, will be
a treasure and prize to any man even if she never has a penny in the
world."
"Very likely," said Mark, affecting indifference. "Miss Heath is
certainly a very pleasant and refined young lady."
"Indeed, she is," said Mrs. Gildersleeve, emphatically, "and more than
that, a very good young lady."
* * * * *
Mark's gratification at receiving the invitation was instantly dampened,
when he reflected that he could not avail of it without exposing himself
to unfavorable comparison in the eyes of one whom he was most desirous
of pleasing. The old feeling of false shame, the morbid sensitiveness
in regard to his lameness, revived; and he dreaded to challenge
criticism in an assemblage where he longed to shine. Hence it was with a
sharp pang of mortified vanity and disappointment that he set about
writing a "regret," alleging as an excuse for not being able to accept
Miss Heath's invitation, the conventional fib, a prior engagement. Twice
he wrote such a missive, and each time tore it up when in the struggle
between sense and self-love the former gained the ascendancy; but in the
end that exaggerated self-importance which leads us to believe the rest
of the world vastly interested in our haps and mishaps, our appearance
and position--this infatuation triumphed, and the "regret" was
despatched.
* * * * *
"Well, Mark," said Mrs. Gildersleeve on the appointed evening, "Miss
Heath's party comes off to-night, don't it? From all I hear it's going
to be a grand affair. They say there have been I don't know how many
hundred invitations sent out, and some are coming even from New York."
"So much the better, then, for I don't think I shall be missed," said
Mark with a forced smile.
Mrs. Gildersleeve dropped her work and looked at him in surprise.
"Missed! You don't mean to say that you are not going?"
Mark looked rather confused. "I do mean to say so. I--I don't feel like
it."
"Dear me, you're not sick, I hope?" inquired Mrs. Gildersleeve with a
look of concern.
"No, sister, no--but I'm not in the humor to go."
"Why, really, I'm so surprised and sorry. I thought you would certainly
take advantage of such an invitation, for I know you would enjoy it very
much if you went. There is nothing ails you, is there, Mark?" said Mrs.
Gildersleeve, repeating her inquiry.
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