recollect being now altogether withdrawn. But she was not haggard, and
evidently not vanquished. There was even a gaiety on her face, perhaps a
trifle enforced, and although the darkness of sorrow gleamed behind it,
the sorrow did not seem to be ultimate, but to be in front of a final
background, if not of joy, at least of resignation. Her ancient levity
of manner had vanished, or at most had left nothing but a trace. I
thought I detected it here and there in a line about the mouth, and
perhaps in her walk. There was a reminiscence of it too in her clothes.
Notwithstanding poverty and distress, the old neatness—that particular
care which used to charm me so when I was little more than a child, was
there still. I was always susceptible to this virtue, and delicate hands
and feet, with delicate care bestowed thereon, were more attractive to me
than slovenly beauty. I noticed that the gloves, though mended, fitted
with the same precision, and that her dress was unwrinkled and perfectly
graceful. Whatever she might have had to endure, it had not destroyed
that self-centred satisfaction which makes life tolerable.
I was impelled at once to say that I had to beg her pardon for asking her
there. Unfortunately I was obliged to go over to Cowston, a village
which was about three miles from the town. Perhaps she would not mind
walking part of the way with me through the meadows, and then we could
talk with more freedom, as I should not feel pressed for time. To this
arrangement she at once agreed, and dropping her thick veil over her
face, we went out. In a few minutes we were clear of the houses, and I
began the conversation.
“Have you been in the habit of teaching?”
“No. The necessity for taking to it has only lately arisen.”
“What can you teach?”
“Not much beyond what children of ten or eleven years old are expected to
know; but I could take charge of them entirely.”
“Have you any children of your own?”
“One.”
“Could you take a situation as resident teacher if you have a child?”
“I must get something to do, and if I can make no arrangement by which my
child can live with me, I shall try and place her with a friend. I may
be able to hear of some appointment as a daily governess.”
“I should have thought that in your native town you would have been
easily able to find employment—you must be well known?”
There was a pause, and after a moment or so she said:—
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