of brain, the most loathsome tendency to obscenity. This was the one
subject which was common ground, and upon which they could talk. It was
fostered too by a passion for beer, which was supplied by the publican
across the way, who was perpetually travelling to and fro with cans. My
horror when I first found out into what society I was thrust was
unspeakable. There was a clock within a hundred yards of my window which
struck the hours and quarters. How I watched that clock! My spirits
rose or fell with each division of the day. From ten to twelve there was
nothing but gloom. By half-past twelve I began to discern dinner time,
and the prospect was brighter. After dinner there was nothing to be done
but doggedly to endure until five, and at five I was able to see over the
distance from five to seven. My disgust at my companions, however, came
to be mixed with pity. I found none of them cruel, and I received many
little kindnesses from them. I discovered that their trade was largely
answerable for the impurity of thought and speech which so shocked me.
Its monotony compelled some countervailing stimulus, and as they had
never been educated to care for anything in particular, they found the
necessary relief in sensuality. At first they “chaffed” and worried me a
good deal because of my silence, but at last they began to think I was
“religious,” and then they ceased to torment me. I rather encouraged
them in the belief that I had a right to exemption from their
conversation, and I passed, I believe, for a Plymouth brother. The only
thing which they could not comprehend was that I made no attempt to
convert them.
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