Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
"What do you want with me?" said Roger at last. Then, in a sudden heat,
"By God, I never wished to see you again!"
Daphne's muffled voice came through her fingers.
"I know that. You needn't tell me so!"
Roger turned away.
"You'll admit it's an intrusion?" he said fiercely. "I don't see what
you and I have got to do with each other now."
Daphne struggled for self-control. After all, she had always managed him
in the old days. She would manage him now.
"Roger--I--I didn't come to discuss the past. That's done with. But--I
heard things about you--that----"
"You didn't like?" he laughed. "I'm sorry, but I don't see what you have
to do with them."
Daphne's hand fidgeted with her dress, her eyes still cast down.
"Couldn't we talk without bitterness? Just for ten minutes? It was from
Captain Boyson that I heard----"
"Oh, Boyson, was that it? And he got his information from French--poor
old Herbert. Well, it's quite true. I'm no longer fit for your--or
his--or anybody's society."
He threw himself into an arm-chair, calmly took a cigarette out of a box
that lay near, and lit it. Daphne at last ventured to look at him. The
first and dominant impression was of something shrunken and diminished.
His blue flannel suit hung loose on his shoulders and chest, his
athlete's limbs. His features had been thinned and graved and scooped by
fever and broken nights; all the noble line and proportion was still
there, but for one who had known him of old the effect was no longer
beautiful but ghastly. Daphne stared at him in dismay.
He on his side observed his visitor, but with a cooler curiosity. Like
French he noticed the signs of change, the dying down of brilliance and
of bloom. To go your own way, as Daphne had done, did not seem to
conduce to a woman's good looks.
At last he threw in a dry interrogation.
"Well?"
"I came to try and help you," Daphne broke out, turning her head away,
"to ask Mr. French what I could do. It made me unhappy----"
"Did it?" He laughed again. "I don't see why. Oh, you needn't trouble
yourself. Elsie and Herbert are awfully good to me. They're all I want,
or at any rate," he hesitated a moment, "they're all I _shall_
want--from now on. Anyway, you know there'd be something grotesque in
your trying your hand at reforming me."
"I didn't mean anything of the kind!" she protested, stung by his tone.
"I--I wanted to suggest something practical--some way by which you
might--release yourself from me--and also recover your health."
"Release myself from you?" he repeated. "That's easier said than done.
Did you mean to send me to the Colonies--was that your idea?"
His smile was hard to bear. But she went on, choking, yet determined.
"That seems to be the only way--in English law. Why shouldn't you take
it? The voyage, the new climate, would probably set you up again. You
need only be away a short time."
He looked at her in silence a moment, fingering his cigarette.
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