Married life; $b or, The true romanceEdginton, May
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Married life; $b or, The true romance
Edginton, May
Married people -- Fiction
"Sure, my dear? Sure as the world. You can't have that kind of love
without giving a return, and I've none to give. It's dead; gone; dried
up. I don't know where it is. But perhaps there's a root of it left
somewhere--enough to make me envy you."
Ann the maid entered to fetch the baby to be dressed for outdoors, and
Julia received the hint sorrowfully.
"Isn't there anything Desmond and I could do?" she asked, as she stood
up and muffled her furs about her throat.
"There's nothing anyone can do."
"I wanted to talk about a lot of things--ask you about your fortunes,
and everything, darling; but this has driven it all clean out of my
head."
"Our fortunes are on the upgrade, thanks, Julia. Never again will I
spoil my hands and let my teeth and hair go; it's all over--that part
of it."
Julia kissed Marie very tenderly, as she used to do. "I shall come
again soon," she called with an anxious vivacity, as she waved her
muff in a good-bye signal from a bend in the cold grey stairs.
But Marie went in again very quickly and shut the door. She stood with
her hands clenched and her breast heaving, tears running unchecked
down her cheeks.
She stood on tiptoe to peer into the glass over the mantel, and the
storm in her face quickened the storm in her heart. Raging jealousy
entered and possessed her. It whirled about like a tornado, scattering
before it all that was orderly, that was lesser and weaker than
itself. Marie Kerr was taken up in the grip of it, and driven along
upon a headlong course which she could not pause to consider.
As she looked at herself in the glass, she cried aloud furiously: "No
one shall ever take what is mine!"
Little pulses began to hammer in her, which had not so hammered since
Osborn started upon his joy-year. No more could she bear contemplation
of Julia and her delight. She ran along the corridor to her room,
calling to the maid:
"You'll have to take baby out this morning; and do the shopping; and,
oh! _everything_. I've got to go out, and I don't know when I'll
be back."
With the door of the pink bedroom shut upon her, she dressed herself
with trembling speed. Her new black velvet suit, her furs, her
violets, her amethyst earrings, her silk stockings, and suede shoes
and white gloves! Thank God for clothes when a woman was out upon the
chase!
She whispered with an anger that was fiendish; that rose from its dust
right back from the age of barbarism, and came at her call:
"No one shall take what is mine!"
She swept money lavishly into her bag; no expenses of locomotion were
going to stand in her way. She flew down the cold grey stairs and out
into the street. Because the Tube would be quicker than a cab, she
travelled upon it; and people looked at her fevered cheeks, her
shining eyes, wondering what drove this lovely woman, and upon what
errand. Excitement beautified her and gave to her a transcendent
quality which drew all eyes.
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