Married or single?, Vol. 1 (of 3)Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Married or single?, Vol. 1 (of 3)
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
English fiction -- Irish authors
“Why, of course I do! We shall have you setting the fashions and
figuring in the papers, and painted full life-size, when you have more
assurance, and know how to make the most of yourself. Remember this,”
now giving his collar a chuck, and speaking with sudden gravity, “that
when you marry”--Madeline blushed--“when you marry, I say,” noticing
this blush, “you must go into the peerage, nothing else would suit
_me_, never forget that. Now that you know my views, there can be
no misunderstandings later on. Never send a commoner to ask for my
consent.”
“But, father,” she ventured boldly, now raising her eyes to his, that
surveyed her like two little fiery brown beads, “supposing that I loved
a poor man, what then? How would it be then?”
“Folly!” he almost yelled. “Poor man. Poor devil! Love! rot and
nonsense, bred from reading trashy novels. Love a poor man! Do you want
to drive me mad? Never mention it, never think of it, if I am to keep
my senses.” And he began to pace about.
“But,” she answered resolutely, pressing her fan very hard into the
palm of her trembling hand, “supposing that I did? Why should I
not?--_you_ married my mother for love.”
“Not a bit of it,” he rejoined emphatically, “I liked her, admired
her; she was very pretty, and had blue blood--foreign blood--in her
veins, but she was a good match. She had a fine fortune, she was in
the best set. Her father took me into partnership. I was a rising
man--and--er--I know all about love; _I_ have been through the mill!
Ha, ha, it’s bad while it lasts, but it does _not_ last! The woman I
loved was a little girl from Tasmania, without a copper. She tempted me
mightily, but I knew I might just as well cut my throat at once. No, I
married for good and sensible reasons, and one word will do as well as
ten. If you ever make a low marriage, a love match with a pauper, or
throw yourself and your beauty and your accomplishments, and all I’ve
done for you, and all my hopes away, I solemnly declare to you that
I shall not hesitate to turn you penniless into the street. I swear
I will do it, and never own you again. You might go and die in the
poor-house, and I’d never raise a finger to save you from a pauper’s
funeral.”
He spoke very fast, his voice uneven and vibrating with passion,
his face livid at the mere idea of his schemes being foiled. He was
terribly in earnest; his very look made Madeline quail. She trembled
and turned pale, as she thought of poor Laurence.
“It’s not much I ask you to do for _me_, is it, Maddie, after all I’ve
done for you?” he continued in a softer key. “I have my ambitions, like
other men, and all my ambition is for _you_. Give up all thoughts of
your lover--that is, if you have one--and be an obedient daughter. It’s
not so much to do for me, after all.”
Was it not? Little he knew!
“Promise me one thing, Madeline,” he continued once more, breathing in
hard gasps, and seizing her ice-cold hand in his hot dry grip.
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