I met him at Cincinnati and acted as his escort to Louisville and
thence to Indianapolis, where others were waiting to take him in
charge. He was in a state of querulous excitement. Before the vast and
noisy audiences which we faced he stood apparently pleased and
composed, delivering his words as he might have dictated them to a
stenographer. As soon as we were alone he would break out into a kind
of lamentation, punctuated by occasional bursts of objurgation. He
especially distrusted the Quadrilateral, making an exception in my
case, as well he might, because however his nomination had jarred my
judgment I had a real affection for him, dating back to the years
immediately preceding the war when I was wont to encounter him in the
reporters’ galleries at Washington, which he preferred to using his
floor privilege as an ex-member of Congress.
It was mid-October. We had heard from Maine; Indiana and Ohio had
voted. He was for the first time realizing the hopeless nature of the
contest. The South in irons and under military rule and martial law
sure for Grant, there had never been any real chance. Now it was
obvious that there was to be no compensating ground swell at the North.
That he should pour forth his chagrin to one whom he knew so well and
even regarded as one of his boys was inevitable. Much of what he said
was founded on a basis of fact, some of it was mere suspicion and
surmise, all of it came back to the main point that defeat stared us in
the face. I was glad and yet loath to part with him. If ever a man
needed a strong friendly hand and heart to lean upon he did during
those dark days—the end in darkest night nearer than anyone could
divine. He showed stronger mettle than had been allowed him: bore a
manlier part than was commonly ascribed to the slovenly slipshod
habiliments and the aspects in which benignancy and vacillation seemed
to struggle for the ascendancy. Abroad the elements conspired against
him. At home his wife lay ill, as it proved, unto death. The good gray
head he still carried like a hero, but the worn and tender heart was
beginning to break. Overwhelming defeat was followed by overwhelming
affliction. He never quitted his dear one’s beside until the last
pulsebeat, and then he sank beneath the load of grief.
“The Tribune is gone and I am gone,” he said, and spoke no more.
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