Martin Pippin in the Apple OrchardFarjeon, Eleanor
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Martin Pippin in the Apple Orchard
Farjeon, Eleanor
Fairy tales; Minstrels -- Fiction
"Ah, you're not pleased," said Peter with a slight grin. "None of us
like getting old, do we?"
Helen put by the question. "You're yourself again."
"Doing my best," said he. "How long is it?"
"Three days."
"As much as that? I could have sworn it was only yesterday. Well, time
passes."
He said no more, and fell into a doze. Helen was as grateful for this
as she could have been for anything just then. She couldn't have gone
on talking. She was stunned with misgivings. How could he ever have
thought her hair was brown? Couldn't he see even now that it had once
been as black as jet? She put her hand up to her head, and unpinned a
coil of her heavy hair, and spread it over her breast and looked at it.
Yes, the silver was there, too much and too soon. But there was less
silver than black. It was still time's stitchery, not his fabric. The
man who was not her boy need never have seen her before to know that
once her hair had been black. This was worse than forgetfulness in him;
it was misremembrance. She pulled at the silver hairs passionately as
though she would pluck them out and make him see her as she had been.
But soon she stopped her futile effort to uncount the years. "I am
foolish," she whispered to herself, and coiled her lock again and bound
it in its place. "There are other ways of making him remember.
Presently when he wakes again I will talk to him. I will remind him of
everything, yes, and I'll tell him everything. I WON'T be afraid." She
waited with longing his next consciousness.
But to her woe she found herself defeated. While he slept she was able,
as when he had been delirious or absent, to create the occasion and the
talk between them. She dropped all fears, and in frank tenderness
brought him her twenty years of dreams. And in her thought he accepted
and answered them. But when he woke and spoke to her from the bed, she
knew at once that the man who lay there was not the man with whom she
had been speaking. His personality fenced with hers; it had barriers
she could not pass. She dared not try, for dread of his indifference or
his smiles.
"What made you stick on in this place?" he asked her.
"I don't know," said Helen. "Places hold one, don't they?"
"None ever held me. I couldn't have been content to stay the best half
of my life in one spot. But I suppose women are different."
"You speak as though all women were the same."
"Aren't they? I thought they might be. I don't know much about them,"
said Peter, rubbing his chin. "Rough as a porcupine, aren't I? You must
have thought me a savage when you found me stuck upside-down in that
tree like a sloth. What DID you think?"
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