Mary Gresley, and An Editor's TalesTrollope, Anthony
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Mary Gresley, and An Editor's Tales
Trollope, Anthony
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“DEAR MR. ----, --You were so kind as to say that you would
endeavour to find for me an assistant in arranging and
reconstructing the fragments of my work on The Metres of the Greek
Dramatists. Your promise has been an additional kindness.” Dear,
courteous, kind old gentleman! For we knew well that no slightest
sting of sarcasm was intended to be conveyed in these words. “Your
promise has been an additional kindness; but looking upon the
matter carefully, and giving to it the best consideration in my
power, I have determined to relinquish the design. That which has
been destroyed cannot be replaced; and it may well be that it was
not worth replacing. I am old now, and never could do again that
which perhaps I was never fitted to do with any fair prospect of
success. I will never turn again to the ashes of my unborn child;
but will console myself with the memory of my grievance, knowing
well, as I do so, that consolation from the severity of harsh but
just criticism might have been more difficult to find. When I think
of the end of my efforts as a scholar, my mind reverts to the
terrible and fatal catastrophe of one whose scholarship was
infinitely more finished and more ripe than mine.
“Whenever it may suit you to come into this part of the country,
pray remember that it will give very great pleasure to myself and
to my daughter to welcome you at our parsonage.
“Believe me to be,
“My dear Mr. ----,
“Yours very sincerely,
“---- ----.”
We never have found the time to accept the Doctor’s invitation, and our
eyes have never again rested on the black box containing the ashes of
the unborn child to which the Doctor will never turn again. We can
picture him to ourselves standing, full of thought, with his hand upon
the lid, but never venturing to turn the lock. Indeed, we do not doubt
but that the key of the box is put away among other secret treasures, a
lock of his wife’s hair, perhaps, and the little shoe of the boy who did
not live long enough to stand at his father’s knee. For a tender,
soft-hearted man was the Doctor, and one who fed much on the memories of
the past.
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