Bildungsromans; Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
Not fair and right.
X.
"Mamma, what is it? Why are you in the dark?"
By the firelight she could see her mother sitting with her eyes shut, and
her hands folded in her lap.
"I can't use my eyes. I think there must be something the matter with
them."
"Your eyes? ... Do they hurt?"
(You might have known--you might have known that something would happen.
While you were upstairs, writing, not thinking of her. You might have
known.)
"_Something_ hurts. Just there. When I try to read. I must be going
blind."
"Are you sure it isn't your glasses?"
"How can it be my glasses? They never hurt me before."
But the oculist in Durlingham said it _was_ her glasses. She wasn't going
blind. It wasn't likely that she ever would go blind.
For a week before the new glasses came Mamma sat, patient and gentle, in
her chair, with her eyes shut and her hands folded in her lap. And you
read aloud to her: the Bible and _The Times_ in the morning, and Dickens
in the afternoon. And in the evening you played draughts and Mamma beat
you.
Mamma said, "I shall be quite sorry when the new glasses come."
Mary was sorry too. They had been so happy.
XI.
April. Mark's ship had left Port Said nine days ago.
Mamma had come in with the letter.
"I've got news for you. Guess."
"Mark's coming to-day."
"No.... Mr. Jourdain was married yesterday."
"Who--to?"
"Some girl he used to see in Sussex."
(That one. She was glad it was the little girl, the poor one. Nice of
Maurice to marry her.)
"Do you mind, Mary?"
"No, not a bit. I hope they'll be happy. I want them to be happy.... Now,
you see--that was why he didn't want to marry me."
Her mother sat down on the bed. There was something she was going to say.
"Well--thank goodness that's the last of it."
"Does Mark know?"
"No, he does not. You surely don't imagine anybody would tell him a thing
like that about his sister?"
"Like what?"
"Well--he wouldn't think it very nice of you."
"You talk as if I was Aunt Charlotte.... Do you think I'm like her?"
"I never said you were like her...."
"You think--you think and won't say."
"Well, if you don't want to be thought like your Aunt Charlotte you
should try and behave a little more like other people. For pity's sake,
do while Mark's here, or he won't like it, I can tell you."
"I don't do anything Mark wouldn't like."
"You do very queer things sometimes, though you mayn't think so.... I'm
not the only one that notices. If you really want to know, that was what
Mr. Jourdain was afraid of--the queer things you say and do. You told me
yourself you'd have gone to him if he hadn't come to you."
She remembered. Yes, she had said that.
"Did he know about Aunt Charlotte?"
"You may be sure he did."
Mamma didn't know. She never would know what it had been like, that
night. But there were things you didn't know, either.
"What did Aunt Charlotte _do_?"
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