Bildungsromans; Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
"Oh ... I didn't ask him because I knew he wanted to stop altogether. And
I don't approve of him."
She turned and stared at him. "Then it wasn't that you didn't approve of
_me_?"
"What put that in your head?"
"Mamma. She told me you couldn't ask anybody again because of me. She
said I'd frightened Lindley Vickers away. Like Aunt Charlotte."
Dan smiled, a sombre, reminiscent smile.
"You don't mean to say you still take Mamma seriously? _I_ never did."
"But--Mark--"
"Or him either."
It hurt her like some abominable blasphemy.
XVII
Nothing would ever happen. She would stay on in Morfe, she and Mamma:
without Mark, without Dan, without the Sutcliffes....
They were going....
They were gone.
XXVIII
I.
She lay out on the moor, under the August sun. Her hands were pressed
like a bandage over her eyes. When she lifted them she caught the faint
pink glow of their flesh. The light throbbed and nickered as she pressed
it out, and let it in.
The sheep couched, panting, in the shade of the stone covers. She lay so
still that the peewits had stopped their cry.
Something bothered her....
_And in the east one pure, prophetic star_--one pure prophetic
star--_Trembles between the darkness and the dawn_.
What you wrote last year. No reason why you shouldn't write modern plays
in blank verse if you wanted to. Only people didn't say those things. You
couldn't do it that way.
Let the thing go. Tear it to bits and burn them in the kitchen fire.
If you lay still, perfectly still, and stopped thinking the other thing
would come back.
_In dreams He has made you wise,
With the wisdom of silence and prayer,
God, who has blinded your eyes,
With the dusk of your hair_.
The Mother. The Mother. Mother and Son.
_You and he are near akin.
Would you slay your brother-in-sin?
What he does yourself shall do_--
That was the Son's hereditary destiny.
Lying on her back under Karva, she dreamed her "Dream-Play"; saying the
unfinished verses over and over again, so as to remember them when she
got home. She was unutterably happy.
She thought: "I don't care what happens so long as I can go on."
She jumped up to her feet. "I must go and see what Mamma's doing."
Her mother was sewing in the drawing-room and waiting for her to come to
tea. She looked up and smiled.
"What are you so pleased about?" she said.
"Oh, nothing."
Mamma was adorable, sitting there like a dove on its nest, dressed in a
dove's dress, grey on grey, turning dove's eyes to you in soft, crinkly
lids. She held her head on one side, smiling at some secret that she
kept. Mamma was happy, too.
"What are you looking such an angel for?"
Mamma lifted up her work, showing an envelope that lay on her lap, the
crested flap upwards, a blue gun-carriage on a white ground, and the
motto: "_Ubique_."
Catty had been into Reyburn to shop and had called for the letters. Mark
was coming home in April.
"Oh--Mamma--"
"There's a letter for you, Mary."
(Not from Mark.)
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