Bildungsromans; Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
"They'll never ask him again, and Mamma won't go without him. She says we
can go if we like, but you can see she'll think us skunks if we do."
"Well--then we can't."
She had wanted something to happen, and something had happened, something
that would bring unhappiness. Unhappiness. Her will rose up, hard and
stubborn, pushing it off.
"Will it matter so very much? Do the Sutcliffes matter?"
"They matter this much, that there won't be anything to do. They've got
all the shooting and fishing and the only decent tennis court in the
place. You little know what you're in for."
"I don't care, Roddy. I don't care a bit as long as I have you."
"Me? Me?"
He had stopped on the steep of the road; her feet had been lagging to
keep pace with him. He breathed hard through white-edged lips. She had
seen him look like that before. The day they had walked to the Thames, to
look at the ships, over the windy Flats.
He looked at her. A look she hadn't seen before. A look of passionate
unbelief.
"I didn't think you cared about me. I thought it was Mark you cared
about. Like Mamma."
"Can't you care about more than one person?"
"Mamma can't--"
"Oh Roddy--"
"What's the good of saying 'Oh Roddy' when you know it?"
They were sitting on a ledge of stone and turf. Roddy had ceased to
struggle with the hill.
"We're all the same," he said. "I'd give you and Dan up any day for Mark.
Dan would give up you and me. Mark would give up all of us for Mamma. And
Mamma would give up all of us for Mark."
Roddy had never said anything like that before.
"I'll stick to you, anyhow," she said.
"It's no use your sticking. I shan't be here. I shall have to clear out
and do something," he said.
On his face there was a look of fear.
VI.
She was excited because they were going to the ivy house for tea. It
looked so pretty and so happy with its green face shining in the sun.
Nothing could take from her her belief in happiness hiding behind certain
unknown doors. It hid behind the white doors of the ivy house. When you
went in something wonderful would happen.
The ivy house belonged to Mrs. Waugh and Miss Frewin.
The photographs in Mamma's old album showed how they looked when they and
Mamma were young. Modest pose of dropped arms, holding mushroom hats in
front of them as a protection, the narrow ribbons dangling innocently.
Ellen Frewin, small and upright, slender back curved in to the set of
shawl and crinoline, prim head fixed in the composure of gentle disdain,
small mouth saying always "Oh," Meta, the younger sister, very tall, head
bent in tranquil meditation, her mantle slanting out from the fall of the
thin shoulders.
They rose up in the small, green lighted drawing-room. Their heads bent
forward to kiss.
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