We had much Talk overnight of my poor dear Mother. Nurse came to her
when _Anne_ was born, and remained in the Family till after the Death of
Father's second Wife. _She_ was a fayr and delicate Gentlewoman, by
Nurse's Account, soft in Speech, fond of Father, and kind to us and the
Servants; but all Nurse's Suffrages were in Favour of mine own loved
Mother.
I askt Nurse how there came to have beene a Separation betweene Father
and Mother, soone after their Marriage. She made Answer, she never could
understand the Rights of it, having beene before her Time; but they were
both so good, and tenderly affectioned, she never could believe there had
beene anie reall Wrong on either Side. She always thought my Grandmother
must have promoted the Misunderstanding. Men were seldom fond of their
Mothers-in-law. He was very kind to the whole Family the Winter before
_Anne_ was born, when, but for him, they would not have had a Roof over
their Heads. Old Mr. _Powell_ died in this House, the very Day before
_Christmas_, which cast a Gloom over alle, insomuch that my Mother would
never after keep _Christmas Eve_; and, as none of the Puritans did, they
were alle of a Mind. My other Grandfather dropt off a few Months after;
he was very fond of Mother. At this time Grandmother was going to Law
for her Widow's Thirds, which was little worth the striving for, except
to One soe extreme poor. Yet, spite of Gratitude and Interest, she must
quarrel with Father, and remove herself from his House; which even her
own Daughter thought very wrong. Howbeit, Mother would have her first
Child baptized after her; and sent her alle the little Helps she could
from her owne Purse, from Time to Time, with Father's Privity and
Concurrence. He woulde have his next Girl called _Mary_, after Mother;
though the Name _she_ went by with him was "Sweet _Moll_;"--'tis now
always "Poor _Moll_," or "Your Mother." Her health fayled about that
Time, and they summered at _Forest Hill_--a Place she was always
hankering after; but when she came back she told Nurse she never wished
to see it agayn, 'twas soe altered. Father's Sight was, meantime,
getting worse and worse. She read to him, and wrote for him often. He
had become _Cromwell's_ Secretary, and had received the public Thanks of
the Commonwealth. . . . Great as his Reputation was at Home, 'twas
greater Abroad; and Foreigners came to see him, as they still
occasionally doe, from all Parts. My Mother not onlie loved him, but was
proud of him. All her Pleasures were in Home. From my Birth to that of
the little Boy who died, her Health and Spiritts were good; after that
they failed; but she always tried to be chearfull with Father. She read
her _Bible_ much, and was good to the Poor. Nurse says 'twas almost
miraculous how much Good she did at how little Cost, except of
Forethought and Trouble; and all soe secretlie. She began to have an
Impression she was for an early Grave, but did not seem to lament it.
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