On this, a Battle of Words on both sides, ending in Tears, Bitterness, and my being sent by Father to my Chamber till Dinner. "And, _Deb_," he adds, gravely, but not harshly, "take no Book with you, unless it be your _Bible_." Soe, hither, with swelling Heart, I have come. I never drew on myself such Condemnation before--at least, since childish Days; and could be enraged with Mother, were I not enraged with myself. I'm in no Hurry for Dinner-time; I cannot sober down. My Temples beat, and my Throat has a great Lump in it. Why was _Nan_ out of the Way? Yet, would she have made Things better? I was in no Fault at first, that's certain; Mother took Offence where none was meant; but I meant Offence afterwards. Lord, have mercy upon me! I can ask Thy Forgiveness, though not hers. And I could find it in me to ask Father's too, and say, "I have sinned against Heaven, and in thy . . . thy _Hearing_.'" And now I come to write that Word, I have a Mind to cry; and the Lump goes down, and I feel earnest to look into my _Bible_, and more humbled towards Mother. And . . . what is it Father says?-- "What better can I do, than to the Place Repairing, where he judged me, there confess Humbly my Fault, and Pardon beg, with Tears Of Sorrow unfeign'd, and Humiliation meek?" . . . He met me at the very first Word. "I knew you would," he said; "I knew the kindest Thing was to send you to commune with your own Heart in your Chamber, and be still. 'Tis there we find the Holy Spirit and Holy Saviour in waiting for us; and in the House where they abide, as long as they abide in it, there is no Room for _Satan_ to enter. But let this Morning's Work, _Deb_, be a Warning to you, not thus to transgress again. As long as we are in peaceful Communion among ourselves, there is a fine, invisible Cobweb, too clear for mortal Sight, spun from Mind to Mind, which the least Breath of Discord rudely breaks. You owe to your Mother a Daughter's Reverence; and if you behave like a Child, you must look to be punisht like a Child." "I am not a mere Baby, neither," I said. "No," he replied. "I see you can make Distinction between _Teknia_ and _Paidia_; but a Baby is the more inoffensive and less responsible Agent of the two. If you are content to be a Baby in Grace, you must not contend for a Baby's Immunities. I have heard a Baby cry pretty loudly about a Pin." This shut my Mouth close enough. "You are now," he added gently, "nearly as old as your Mother was when I married her." I said, "I fear I am not much like her." He said nothing, only smiled. I made bold to pursue:--"What was she like?" Again he was silent, at least for a Minute; and then, in quite a changed Tone, with somewhat hurried in it, cried,-- "Like the fresh Sweetbriar and early May! Like the fresh, cool, pure Air of opening Day . . . Like the gay Lark, sprung from the glittering Dew . . . An Angel! yet . . . a very Woman too!"