Mine Eyes were yet swollen with Tears, when my Husband stept in. He
askt, "What ails you, precious Wife?" I coulde but sigh, and give him
the Letter. Having read the Same, he says, "But what, my dearest? Have
we not ample Room here for them alle? I speak as to Generalls, you must
care for Particulars, and stow them as you will. There are plenty of
small Rooms for the Boys; but, if your Father, being infirm, needes a
Ground-floor Chamber, you and I will mount aloft."
I coulde but look my Thankfullenesse and kiss his Hand. "Nay," he added,
with increasing Gentlenesse, "think not I have seene your Cares for my
owne Father without loving and blessing you. Let Mr. _Powell_ come and
see us happie; it may tend to make him soe. Let him and his abide with
us, at the leaste, till the Spring; his Lads will studdy and play with
mine, your Mother will help you in your Housewiferie, the two olde Men
will chirp together beside the _Christmasse_ Hearth; and, if I find thy
Weeklie Bills the heavier 'twill be but to write another Book, and make a
better Bargain for it than I did for the last. We will use Hospitalitie
without grudging; and, as for your owne Increase of Cares, I suppose
'twill be but to order two Legs of Mutton insteade of one!"
And soe, with a Laugh, left me, most joyfulle, happy Wife! to drawe
Sweete out of Sowre, Delighte out of Sorrowe; and to summon mine owne
Kindred aboute me, and wipe away theire Tears, bid them eat, drink, and
be merry, and shew myselfe to them, how proud, how cherished a Wife!
Surelie my Mother wille learne to love _John Milton_ at last! If she
doth not, this will be my secret Crosse, for 'tis hard to love dearlie
two Persons who esteeme not one another. But she will, she must, not
onlie respect him for his Uprightnesse and Magnanimitie, coupled with
what himselfe calls "an honest Haughtinesse and Self-esteeme," but _like_
him for his kind and equall Temper, (_not_ "harsh and crabbed," as I have
hearde her call it,) his easie Flow of Mirthe, his Manners, unaffectedlie
cheerfulle; his Voice, musicall; his Person, beautifull; his Habitt,
gracefull; his Hospitalitie, naturall to him; his Purse, Countenance,
Time, Trouble, at his Friend's Service; his Devotion, humble; his
Forgivenesse, heavenlie! May it please _God_, that my Mother shall like
_John Milton_! . . .
DEBORAH'S DIARY
A FRAGMENT
_Bunhill Fields,
Feb. 17, 1665_.
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