[Sidenote: Worn and Weary]
Craving the dear touch of him, the sound of his voice, or even the sight
of his tall well-knit figure moving along swiftly in the dusk, she
compelled herself to accept the situation, bitterness and all. Across
her open window struck the single long deepening shadow that precedes
daybreak, then grey lights dawned on the far horizon, paling the stars
to points of pearl upon dim purple mists. Worn and weary, Rosemary slept
until she was called to begin the day's dreary round of toil, as
mechanical as the ticking of a clock.
Cold water removed the traces of tears from her cheeks, but her eyes
were red and swollen. The cheap mirror exaggerated her plainness, while
memory pitilessly emphasised the beauty of the other woman. As she
dressed, the thought came to her that, no matter what happened, she
could still go on loving him, that she might always give, whether or not
she received anything at all in return.
"Service," she said to herself, remembering her dream, "and sacrifice.
Giving, not receiving; asking, not answer." If this indeed was love, she
had it in fullest measure, so why should she ask for more?
[Sidenote: Waiting for Breakfast]
"Rosemary!"
"Yes," she called back, trying hard to make her voice even, "I'm
coming!"
"It beats all," Grandmother said, fretfully, when she rushed
breathlessly into the dining-room. "For the life of me I can't
understand how you can sleep so much."
Rosemary smiled grimly, but said nothing.
"Here I've been settin', waitin' for my breakfast, since before six, and
it's almost seven now."
"Never mind," the girl returned, kindly; "I'll get it ready just as
quickly as I can."
"I was just sayin'," Grandmother continued when Aunt Matilda came into
the room, "that it beats all how Rosemary can sleep. I've been up since
half-past five and she's just beginnin' to get breakfast, and here you
come, trailin' along in with your hair not combed, at ten minutes to
breakfast time. I should think you'd be ashamed."
"My hair is combed," Matilda retorted, quickly on the defensive.
"I don't know when it was," Grandmother fretted. "I ain't seen it combed
since I can remember."
"Then it's because you ain't looked. Any time you want to see me
combin' my hair you can come in. I do it every morning."
[Sidenote: Fluffy Hair]
Grandmother laughed, sarcastically. "'Pears like you thought you was one
of them mermaids I was readin' about in the paper once. They're half
fish and half woman and they set on rocks, combin' their hair and
singin' and the ships go to pieces on the rocks 'cause the sailors are
so anxious to see 'em they forget where they're goin'."
"There ain't no rocks outside my door as I know of," Matilda returned,
"and only one rocker inside."
"No, nor your hair ain't like theirs neither. The paper said their hair
was golden."
"Must be nice and stiff," Matilda commented. "I'd hate to have my hair
all wire."
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