"O Archie," she cried, "how glad I am to have you speak like that! Let
the world go, Archie dear, before it lets you go. Let us go from this
hateful life, you and I. If we could only be poor again, and live in
some quiet place, we could be happy yet. You've never got any
happiness yet out of all your money that I can see, and you never will.
Can't we start again, dear, and won't you forgive Arthur, and have him
back?"
She was on her knees beside him, her head bowed, or she would have seen
the swift hardening of his face.
"Don't be a fool!" he said harshly.
"Is it folly?" she cried.
"Yes, the silliest of folly. A man can't turn back if he would, and I
don't really want to. He must go on to the end of things."
"Ah! the end--what will that be, Archie?"
"God knows. But there's one thing I know, and that is, that a man
doesn't fight all his life to get something, just to throw it away upon
a whim. I'd think shame of myself if I didn't fight my battle out to
the last stroke. You and me have never agreed, and we don't agree now."
"If you'd only forgive Arthur," she persisted.
"I never forgive fools. I reckon God doesn't do that either. He
forgives sinners, but not fools. Arthur's a fool!"
He closed the Book with a bang, and rose. His face was dark and
troubled. His wife left the room without another word. From the
church across the road there came the soft music of the evening hymn.
He listened, with dilated eyes, keeping time to the familiar rhythm
with extended finger. He breathed a long sigh as it ceased. "It's a
queer thing to think about, that in fifty years' time not one of those
folk will be alive," he reflected. "All gone like--how did the words
run?--like a ship on the water that leaves no trace. I wonder where
Scales will be? Nowhere near where I am, I hope. Scales is a beast!"
And then once more The Fear returned. He saw it like a dark-winged
phantom, pale-faced, threatening, gliding up the road, standing at his
gate.
It stood there a long time, and he wondered if the people coming out of
church could see it too. The wings trailed the ground, and it wore a
black hood. The face beneath the hood he could not see, but he could
hear the words softly uttered, "What hath pride profited us? Or what
good hath riches with our vaunting brought us?" And the evening hymn,
which had ceased, seemed to begin again, attenuated like a whisper from
some organ in the air, a frail, slow, unearthly melody:
Swift to its close ebbs out life's little day;
Earth's joys grow dim, its glories pass away;
Change and decay in all around I see...
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