During the long trans-continental journey, and the longer ocean voyage,
he had beaten out all the conditions of his situation with an iteration
that had finally exhausted the possibilities of vehement emotion. It
is happily not within the power of the human organism to feel and
suffer intensely except for short periods; agony begets lethargy. It
is one of the mercies of pain that it thus dies of its own excess, that
in its intensity it becomes coma. Arthur had reached the point of
moral coma. The red-hot iron had ploughed through his soul, but it had
also seared it into brief insensibility.
In his first extremity of consternation it had seemed a thing
impossible to survive the horror that possessed him. The image of his
father rose before him, sad-browed, accusing, spent with mortal
struggle, pale with immortal defeat--it travelled with him like a face
painted in the air. It evoked in him an anguish of commiseration, and
even of remorse. He remembered every slighting thought that he had
cherished, as men recollect wrongs done to the dead, magnifying errors
into cruelties, faults into crimes. With a sudden burning of the blood
he had realised how singular and strong is that bond of flesh which
unites the parent to the child, how sacred and how incapable of all
annulment. At the root of his own life lay a force stronger than
justice, stronger than religion, a thing bare, irrational,
primeval--the awful sanctity of kinship. And he knew in that moment
that, for good or ill, his place was beside his father. There he must
needs stand, even though it were at the gallows' foot. Whatever burden
crushed those strong shoulders he must share, even though the load were
shameful. From that obligation there was no discharge.
From New York he had cabled both to his father and to Bundy, but no
reply had come from either. He had had to wait two days for the
sailing of a ship, the first of which was a day of infinite misery,
aimless wandering, languid revisitation of familiar scenes. On the
second day he met Horner. He found the little artist re-established in
his studio, and from him received a boisterous welcome.
"Have you seen my book?" he cried.
"What book?"
"Well, I like that. Didn't you write it for me? And don't you
recollect we were to share profits? Look at those"--and he pushed
toward him an immense bundle of press-cuttings.
From these it appeared that the book had achieved notoriety, if not
fame.
"You didn't let me know where you went, and you've never written me, or
I would have posted these things to you. Ripping, aren't they?"
"They appear excellent."
"And there's something else that's still better. Read that!"
It was a letter bearing the well-known office address of Mr. Wilbur M.
Legion, and enclosing a substantial cheque.
"It only came yesterday. I guess we'll cash it. Half of it is yours,
you know, and if you're going to England it may come in handy."
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