The carriage rolled out of Paddington into the familiar London streets.
The gaiety of summer clothed the city. High white clouds sailed in a
sea of blue, houses were gay with window flowers, women in bright
clothing, themselves like flowers, gave colour to the streets. In
Oxford Street flags were flying, the signals of a recent victory in
Africa. There was an indescribable sense of resurrection in the air,
as if not alone the earth, but the hearts of men and women had won
release from some deep grave of fear. Arthur watched the scene with
dull, unseeing eyes; and to his morbid sensitiveness it seemed as
though London laughed in mockery of his grief.
Vickars sat beside him in silence; Bundy watched the two anxiously, his
eyes full of tears. He wished to say something comforting; and from
time to time made some casual remark, but uttered it hesitatingly, with
an apologetic smile. It was precisely like the action of a good
friendly dog, who lays his warm head on his master's unresponsive hand,
and watches him with wistful eyes, delicately fearful of intrusion on a
grief he cannot comprehend. It was evident, however, that Bundy had
something which he really wished to say, and at last it came.
"You'll be wondering, after what I said to you in New York, why I
haven't helped your father?"
"No. I've never thought about it, except to know you would be as good
as your word."
"And so I would have been. But----"
"You needn't explain. There is too much love between us for that."
"But I must. And I would rather do it at once and get it over. Your
father refused all help. You, know his pride, and he's prouder now
than ever he was. One might almost suppose it pleased him to stand
alone, to fight with his back to the wall, to defy the world to do its
worst on him. And I believe that is what he really does feel."
"I think I can understand."
"Then you'll understand why I could not help him, why no one could. I
offered him anything he liked to ask, and this is what he said: 'No,
Bundy; I've brewed the cup, and I'll drink it. I don't want any sugar
in it. No one shall ever say that Archibold Masterman was a coward.'
That was what he said to me, and he said it like a fallen emperor. It
was foolish, but there was something great in it too. I felt that it
was great."
"I think so too."
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