And, having no mother, he was not ashamed to turn to this motherly
heart for comfort. He knelt before her, and laid his head upon her
lap, as he had often done in childish troubles; and her kind hands were
upon his head, and her kind voice soothed him.
"There, there, laddie, that's all right. You've been badly hurt
yourself, and you've been very brave over it. It's not easy to keep
sweet-tempered when you're hurt--you know that, don't you, Bundy?
Many's the time and oft I've said hard things I didn't mean, because my
heart was bleeding. We all do it sometimes. But I think God turns His
head away and doesn't listen. Perhaps He couldn't go on loving us if
He did. And you know what the prayer says: 'Forgive us our trespasses
as we forgive them that trespass against us.' I never understood
anything about theologies, and that kind of thing; but I know _that's_
true. It's true because we can't go on living without it. So that's
over, my dear, and don't you think any more about it."
And so she drew the bitterness out of his heart, and kissed him, and
finally laughed at him through her tears, calling herself a foolish old
woman to be supposing she could teach a big, clever fellow like him,
until they were both laughing into one another's eyes like a pair of
lovers.
"Well, now, we'll write Helen, and wish her joy. And, Bundy, you're
going to Paris next week, aren't you? You will go to see her, of
course. And we must send the poor child a present. It's a mercy,
after all, she hasn't got into worse mischief than getting married to
an old Frenchman. And perhaps he may make her a good husband, there's
no telling--even though he is a Frenchman. And now I've a surprise for
you. What do you think it is?"
"Something pleasant, no doubt."
"Well, it ought to be. Vickars and Elizabeth are coming to lunch. And
you must stay, of course. And after lunch you can talk to Elizabeth,
and we old folk will go away and talk about you, and see what can be
done for you."
"Yes," said Bundy. "It's all very well for your father to work for
Grimes; but you have to get to work too. Ah! there's the bell.
That'll be Vickars, so we'll postpone that business."
It was a delightful lunch. For the first time since his return to
England Arthur attained a real cheerfulness. In this atmosphere of
warm affection it was impossible to think too urgently of past griefs.
And it did seem as if the black shadow was at last rolling off, like a
rain-cloud with trailing skirts edged with pure light.
Vickars, to his surprise, took quite a cheerful view of Helen's
marriage.
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