"No, I shall write, because that's my _métier_--the grass that suits me
best. But there's this difference. I used to think, when I had
written a book, that I had done all that was required of me. Now I see
I must live my books. There's far too much writing in the world, and
far too much preaching; there's never been enough living."
"I'm sure you've discussed that point long enough," said Mrs. Bundy.
"Come and look at my new conservatory. Do you know I've turned
orchid-grower? I really prefer roses; but Bundy wants orchids, just
because they're expensive. It's a terrible thing to be rich, because
you've got to have what other people want, instead of what you want."
They went into the conservatory, and presently, under the skilful
management of Mrs. Bundy, Arthur found himself alone with Elizabeth.
They sat there a long time, hand in hand, in sympathetic silence. For
these two had reached that most perfect union of spirit, which is quite
beyond the common mediations of language. Love for them had found its
rarest form, a complete repose. From the first they had rested on each
other, and, by a kind of spiritual clairvoyance, had read the deepest
secrets of each other's thought. They had no need to reiterate the
lover's hungry question, "Do you love me?" Such a question implies
dubiety, and they had no doubts. Elizabeth's hand, laid in his, said
everything; her lips, yielded willingly to his, would have been
profaned by speech. And in those long sacramental silences there was
something holy--an ardour of the spirit, for which language had no
symbols.
They returned at last into the library, where they found Vickars and
Bundy engaged in conversation.
"You have quite made your mind up to live with your father?" asked
Bundy.
"Yes. I could not leave him alone."
"Very well, then. No doubt you're right. Well, listen. I once asked
you to be secretary to the Dredging Company in New York, and you
refused. I want you now to act as my private secretary for a few hours
every day. In that way you will be earning something, and you can go
on living with your father as long as you think fit."
"And I cheerfully accept," said Arthur.
"Then we'll take that as settled. And if you can persuade your father
to come back to the life which I think he is better fitted for, why do.
He may count on me."
"I don't think he will ever do that. But I am sure he will be glad to
know you thought of it."
"Poor fellow," said Bundy, his eyes full of tears. "The world has used
him hardly. It somehow doesn't seem fair that I should be here and he
there." And then, with a trembling voice, came the old sentiment.
"But it's great, all the same, the way he takes things. Your father's
a great man."
"I think so too," said Arthur. "He's the greatest man I ever knew, and
you are the best."
XXIII
THE LAST HOME
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