Gradually there seemed to settle on him a languor, which expressed
itself in a kind of patience which Arthur found infinitely pathetic.
He went to his work before daylight, came home weary, and often wet
through, ate his coarsely cooked meal in silence, but made no
complaint. He had ceased to take interest in the outer world. He
received the news of Helen's marriage without remark, and displayed no
curiosity. Once only he was roused to any interest in her. Bundy, in
one of his numerous journeys to Paris, insisted on taking Arthur with
him, and Arthur told his father that he would no doubt see Helen.
"Paris, did you say? Ah! I was there once. It was there they took
me. So she's living in Paris, is she?"
He left the room and went upstairs. Arthur could hear him moving to
and fro for a long time. When he came down, he held a little parcel in
his hand.
"I suppose my creditors ought to have had this," he said. "Only they
didn't get it."
"What is it, father?"
He slowly undid the parcel, and put upon the table a small gold watch.
"It didn't rightly belong to the creditors, either," he said in a low
voice. "It was hers."
"Whose, father?"
"Your mother's. The first thing I gave her after we'd begun to get on
a bit. I can mind how pleased she was. Lord! it seems like yesterday.
And then her face kind of clouded over, and she said, 'But can you
afford it?' That was just like your mother--always afraid I couldn't
afford things."
He became silent, and stood with wide intent eyes, as if he saw that
far distant past limned upon the air. He had never spoken of his dead
wife before. The mention of her name invoked God knows what sweet and
painful memories.
"Thought I couldn't afford it," he repeated softly. "Put it away in a
drawer, didn't like to wear it, thought it too good for her. Some
women are like that--not many, though. I guess Helen isn't like
that...." And then, with a sudden lifting of the head, as though he
emerged from a sea of dreams, "Well, I want you to give the watch to
Helen. I haven't given her a wedding-present. That's about all I have
to give. I hope she'll value it."
In due course Arthur gave the watch to Helen. She glanced at it with
an air of insolent depreciation. "It isn't likely I'm going to wear an
old thing like that!" was her sole remark. She also put it in a
drawer, where it was forgotten. When she left the Hotel Continental, a
year later, it was lost. She never missed it.
It was on his return from this journey to Paris that Arthur noticed for
the first time a distinct physical change in his father. The big frame
remained, but the flesh was shrunken.
"Aren't you well, father?" he asked.
"Oh yes, I'm well--a bit thinner, that's all. I'd begun to run to fat,
you know, sitting about in offices. There's nothing like hard work to
take your flesh down."
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