But the next morning he did not rise from his bed. Bronchitis had
declared itself. A local doctor, hastily called in, hinted at some
injury to the lungs, and spoke guardedly of a possible weakness of the
heart. From that hour Arthur never left his father's bedside.
Mrs. Bundy no sooner heard the news than she flew to the rescue. The
astonished street beheld a carriage with prancing horses at the door,
from which emerged a lady in a long sealskin jacket, who entered the
humble house, and did not return. She had established herself as
Masterman's nurse, glad to exchange the idle trivialities of Kensington
for these hard duties of helpful service. Bundy sent his own
physician, a famous specialist, who took Arthur aside, and asked him
gravely what his father's habits of life had been. When Arthur told
him who his father was, and how he had lived since he came to
Tottenham, he became yet more grave.
"I think I see," he said. "You won't mind my saying that a sudden
change of life at your father's age was a great mistake."
"My father would have it so."
"I understand."
"Is there any danger?"
"There is always danger where there is serious illness. I ought to
tell you, your father's condition is precarious. There is such a thing
as a man's loosening his grasp on life--doing it purposely, I mean.
Against that condition the best medical skill is useless."
"Then you think he will die?"
"Yes; his troubles are nearly over."
Arthur returned to the sick-room with a sinking heart. It seemed an
inconceivable thing that that strong frame, the vehicle of so many
energies, should be in process of dissolution. It had fulfilled the
intention of its Maker for so many years, borne heat and cold, the
strain of struggle and fatigue, with such a perfect adaptation, with
such indefatigable vigour, its every atom mutely obedient to the
guiding will; and now it must be numbered with the spent forces of
creation. It must return to the womb of Nature from which it sprang,
and become part of the innumerable dust of perished generations. Such
was the law of waste that ruled the world--an awful thought to a son
beside a father's death-bed. And against the certain working of that
law, what had man to place but frail and feeble hopes; what, at best,
but the solemn asseveration of a faith daily contradicted by the
incontrovertible realities of physical dissolution, by the stark facts
of departure, disappearance? ... An awful thought, indeed, before which
the stoutest hearts have trembled.
His father lay quite silent. He had not spoken for many hours. There
was no sound but the soft hissing of the steam in the bronchitis
kettle, and the dropping of a cinder on the hearth.
Towards dawn he spoke.
"Well... well! ... Seems as if it was all a mistake.... A-striving
and a-struggling, and nothing come of it. Folk'll laugh.... Him as
had the city at his feet, working for poor old Grimes. It's a poor
end!--a poor end!"
"Father, don't you know me?"
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