And at that the heavens moved, and an infinite procession of scarred
brows and sad eyes, passed by, and a multitude of lips whispered, "We
said that once, but Life was too strong for us."
"Nevertheless, thou canst conquer Life," said the Spirit.
"Nay, Life will conquer thee," replied the legions of the dead. "Let
be. Submit. Why strive when all strife is vain?"
And then, out of the deep well of his misery, a bubble of light swam
up, and something in his soul cried, "I will not submit! I will gird
on the two swords of Faith and Courage. I will conquer Life!"
* * * * *
He had sat so long in absorbed silence that he was unconscious that the
door of the room had opened and shut. The noise of the closing door,
gentle as it was, roused him like a clap of thunder. He turned at the
sound, and saw his mother.
She was robed in white, a white silk shawl was drawn over her head, and
in the dim light she looked like a gentle apparition.
"Mother!" he cried.
She came toward him with outstretched arms.
And then, as by a magic touch, he became a little child again. She sat
besides him, drew his head down upon her warm bosom, put her arm round
his neck, and whispered, "I know." And beneath her gentle caress,
thawed as it were by the mere warmth of contact with her, something
hard and cold in his own heart dissolved and drained itself away in
delicious tears. He wept unrestrainedly, as a child weeps who is in no
haste to cease from weeping, lest the consolation for his tears should
cease with the tears themselves. And the chief sweetness of it all lay
in the silence of their communion. Neither spoke because there was no
need of speech. He knew that he was comprehended, and this is the
final ecstasy of all communion. From this faithful bosom he had drawn
his life; these hands had been the first to touch him; and as they had
long ago bound up his childish bruises, so now their very touch drew
the hurt out of his pained heart. He drank life from her again; he was
conscious of a warm inflowing flood of strength, of restful power, of
quiet blessedness.
When at last he lifted his eyes he saw her transfigured. The frost of
silence had melted from her face; he caught in the dim light the
sparkle of her eyes, divined rather than discerned the flush of her
cheek and the new youth and vehemence of her aspect.
"Mother!" he said again.
She quietly pushed him from her, and gazed deep into his eyes.
"And now let us talk," she whispered.
"You know what has happened?" he said.
"Yes, I know."
"O mother, what am I to do?"
"You must do right, my son."
She was silent for a moment, and he felt her hand tighten as it held
his own. Then she said abruptly, "I have my confession to make before
I can counsel you."
"Your confession, mother?"
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