“No, you _don’t_ see what I mean. You aren’t even on the right
road—your whole _concept_ is wrong. There couldn’t be any _thought_,
even of privacy, no _conception_ of such a thing. _Think_ a minute! From
birth—from the very birth of the whole race—full and open meetings of
minds must have been the norm of thought. That kind of thing is—must
be—what Nadine is accustomed to at home.”
“Hm . . . I never thought . . . you go see her, Joan, and I’ll stay
home.”
“What good would _that_ do? Whatever you may be, my dear, I know darn
well you’re _not_ stupid.”
“Not exactly stupid, maybe, but I haven’t thought this thing through the
way you have . . . of course, if she’s half as good as we know she is,
she’s read us both already, clear down to the footings of our
foundations . . . but this thing of a _full_ meeting of minds with
anybody but you. . . .”
“You haven’t a thing to hide, you know. At least, _I_ know, whether you
do or not.”
“No? How do you figure that? Maybe _you_ think so, but . . . I’ve tried,
of course, but I’ve failed a lot oftener than I succeeded.”
“Who hasn’t? You’re not unique, my dear. Shall we go?”
“We might as well, I guess . . . I’m as ready as I ever will be. . . .
I’ll try, but. . . .”
“Please do, Master,” came Nadine’s quiet, composed thought, in a vein
completely foreign to her usual attitude of self-sufficient aloofness.
“I have been observing; studying with awe and with wonder. If you will
so deign, revered Master, come fully into my mind.”
“Deign?” Cloud demanded. “What kind of a thought is that, Nadine, from
you to me?”
“Deign.” Nadine repeated, firmly. Deeply moved, she was feeling and
sending a solemnity of respect Cloud had never before experienced. “My
powers are ordinary, since I am of Type One. The two greatest Masters of
Manarka are Fives, and have been the greatest Masters of the past. This
is the first time I have ever encountered a mind of a type higher than
Five. Come in, sir, I plead.”
Cloud went in, and his first flash of comparison was that it was like
diving into the pellucid depths of a clean, cool, utterly transparent
mountain lake. This mind was _so_ different from Joan’s! Joan’s was
rich, warmly sympathetic, tender and emphatic, yet it was full of dark
corners, secret nooks, recesses, and automatic blocks. . . . Huh? He had
thought her mind as open as a book, but it wasn’t. . . . On the other
hand, Nadine’s was wide open by nature. It was cool, poised—although at
the moment uncomfortably worshipful—and utterly, _shockingly_ open!
His second thought was that Joan was no longer with him. She was there,
in a sense, but _outside_, some way; she wasn’t in Nadine’s mind the way
he was.
“I’ll say I’m not!” Joan agreed, fervently. “Thank God! I don’t know
what you did or how you did it, but when you went in you peeled me off
like the skin of a banana, and I was clinging like a leech, too. I’m on
the outside, looking in. Did you see how he did it, Nadine?”
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