Australia -- Fiction; Family life -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Mothers -- Fiction
I wanted to settle in Melbourne too, to be near them all. But our little
place was our own--a valuable property, yet unsaleable in these bad
times--and Tom said we could not afford it. Besides, I knew he would be
miserable cooped up in streets, and lost without his pigs and vegetable
garden.
Thus we felt ourselves stranded on the shore while our young ones put to
sea--deserted in our old age--which, after all, is the common fate. Only
we were not in our old age, either of us. I have not a grey hair in my
head, even now, and have more than once been taken for Phyllis's elder
sister. On the day that she was married, when I wore pale heliotrope
relieved with white, I overheard old Captain Saunders--and a man of
eighty ought to be a judge--say to Mr. Welshman, "She's a pretty girl,
but her mother can beat her." And I should like to see the man of forty
who is the equal of what my husband was at fifty-five--or is at his
"present-day" age, which comes to little more. Tom is stout certainly,
but only in a dignified and commanding fashion; he can out-do Harry in
feats of strength, and his fine, bronzed face, with those keen blue eyes
in it, has a power of manliness that kings might envy. For the matter of
that, kings are not nearly so much of kings as he was accustomed to
being on board his ships. I know the lady passengers made themselves
ridiculous by the way they scrambled for his notice and a seat beside
him at the saloon table.
To people like Mrs. Underwood, though she was really my contemporary, I
may seem very _passée_--no doubt I do--and a perfect granny to the
children, who regard youth and beauty as solely the prerogatives of
bread-and-butter misses in their teens; but--as Captain Saunders's
remark indicated--I am not too old to charm where I want to charm. No,
indeed; nor ever shall be--to one person, at all events. When Tom and I
woke up on our silver wedding morning and kissed each other, did we not
know what love meant as much and more than we had ever done, without
needing Juke and Phyllis, and Harry and his Emily to teach us? I should
think so, indeed! It seems to me that it _requires_ the fulness of many
years, fatherhood and motherhood in all stages and phases, innumerable
steps of painful experience climbed together, to bring us to the perfect
comprehension of love--the best love--that love in the lore of which
those children, who think themselves so knowing, are mere beginners,
with the alphabet to learn.
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