Maud Florence Nellie; or, Don't care!Coleridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
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Maud Florence Nellie; or, Don't care!
Coleridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
Girls -- Juvenile fiction
Wyn saw Mr Edgar many times after the day of the flower show, though he
never took him out again with Dobbles. The weather continued fine and
bright, and Edgar, in every interval of pain and faintness, insisted on
getting on to the terrace or near the window, saying that the feeling of
the air and the sight of the sky and the trees kept the life in him.
Then Wyn would bring him a flower or two or tell him some anecdote about
his pets, and it was very seldom that Edgar did not smile and brighten
at these reminders of his old solaces.
It seemed as if with the jewels some spirit of kindliness and affection
had also been released from long imprisonment. The Cunninghams drew
nearer to each other, and it was not so much that Alwyn's presence made
the house more cheerful or might fill up the gap that Edgar would leave,
as that the melting of the hardness of displeasure made them all more
able to feel a common grief. Mr Cunningham was gentler to Edgar, and
spoke of him tenderly; Geraldine softened down and began to have
thoughts of making herself her father's companion as time went on. They
remembered, and seemed to feel for the first time, how faithful the love
of old Granny Warren had been for them all and to know the value of such
lifelong love. The master himself, and Geraldine, to say nothing of
Alwyn, went to give her accounts of Edgar, and once she was taken down
to see him, and to look at her two dear boys together again.
All the village had a feeling of sympathy with the trouble at the great
house which was much warmer than the old respect. Mr Murray found that
his squire could give him more than courtesy and the necessary
subscriptions. He visited Edgar frequently, and when Geraldine
Cunningham, Florence Whittaker, and Alwyn Warren were put under
instruction for an approaching confirmation, it was for all of them
something more than a piece of ordinary propriety, an occasion for dress
and companionship, or a mere act of obedience, as it might have been
once. But on poor Edgar himself the shadow of the valley of death fell
heavily. He had indemnified himself for the long years of physical
dependence, so peculiarly trying to one of his temper, by the
unconquerable self-reliance of his spirit. He had doffed aside his
suffering and given it the go-by with unfailing courage. And now, with
his bodily strength, the strong nerves failed too; every trifle startled
and fretted him. All his gay indifference was gone.
He could not meet the thought of death now as he might perhaps have done
once, with unrealising boldness. He was brave still, and in moments of
suffering would often whisper the old formula "I don't care--it will
soon be better;" but the time came when he answered Alwyn's words of
comfort with an altogether new look in his eyes, and with the faltering
confession, "I am afraid."
"Of what, my boy?" said Alwyn, pressing the clinging fingers tenderly.
"Of Death," whispered Edgar; "when I must let you go."
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