"It was wonderful--in some ways--" she said slowly, "so many girls, of
all classes, gathered together. At first I could not understand. At
home, you know, one is very careful whom one knows. It is changing a
little now. I remember I was scandalized, my first months at college,
to find that the President of the Senior class was a waitress in one
of the campus houses--actually waiting on the table! It was too
incredible! I wrote home, and Mother begged Father to send for me at
once. She was even more shocked than I! But Father laughed, she said,
and told her it would do me good. He said it was high time that a
little of my American blood came to the fore. Later I learned that
this girl, the Senior President, had practically worked her way
through the four years of college. She was the daughter of a very poor
man--a peasant, we would call him. And yet there was hardly a girl in
that great college who would not have given everything she had for the
respect and admiration and love which that quiet, plain-featured girl
had won and held from students and faculty alike."
"You too?" I asked.
"I, too," said Mercedes simply. She bent her head a little lower over
the white fabric in her lap and went on, not quite clearly. "I was not
very popular. Some liked me, yes. They even asked me to their homes
for the shorter vacations. But they liked me because I was
'different': because it was 'smart' to say that they had a
Spanish-American girl as a friend: or because I was pretty and bright
and did not care much to study. But I made no real friendships."
I was, by now, very interested. Here was a cross-section of life that
I had no knowledge of. A feeling of sympathy stirred in me: this gay,
alien little creature, with the blood of two widely dissimilar nations
warring in her, coming fresh from her convent to the democratic
freedom of an American college. I said,
"Tell me a little about it all, Mercedes. I only know college-life
second hand, for, as perhaps Bill has told you, I was a helpless
invalid for eleven years. But I was fortunate in my friends, although
I had few of my own age, and in a Father who was my greatest
playfellow and my most understanding comrade."
The quick, facile tears rose to the big eyes. She pulled her chair a
little closer and laid her warm, vibrant hand on mine.
"I didn't know," she said. "I'm so sorry. Billy told me that you had
been ill--but I didn't dream.--You're wonderful, Mavis," she said,
"delicate and lovely as an orchid. I always feel clumsy and too
highly-colored beside you. And you have been so kind and sweet--"
I grew very remorseful: my feelings toward Mercedes Howells had been
anything but "kind and sweet." They had been distinctly critical and
almost unfriendly. For the first time, I did not resent her easy use
of my husband's given name: for the first time I realized the old
truth that to know people is to like them.
I gave the narrow, high-bred hand a little squeeze.
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