"Of course," she said frankly. "To marry, to have a family, to be
mistress in one's own home, that is--"
"The legitimate ambition of every woman," I concluded for her.
"Si, Senora," she answered, laughing in spite of herself.
"But," I argued, "you must have met other American girls whose
interest was not solely centered in the fine art of flirtation."
"I understood them--those you speak of, even less!" said Mercedes
guilelessly. "My roommate was such a one. She wanted to be an engineer
just fancy! And she was so pretty too!"
"An engineer!" I ejaculated, for even to my American mind this was an
unusual ambition for my sex to harbor. "And she had no use for men,
too?" I asked.
"That was just it," said Mercedes, in obvious wonderment. "She had any
number of men friends: corresponded with them, saw them at dances:
they even called upon her at college. But a flirt she was not. They
were her friends, she said. And she was like another boy with them. I
went to her home once, a little town in Massachusetts, and I could not
understand her at all. She was like a sister to her mother, a son to
her father, and a comrade to her dance-partners. It was too amazing!"
There was the whole thing in a nutshell, I thought. She could
understand but not condone the promiscuous flirtations of her American
sisters: but the girl who was comrade to a man, and friend, and who
looked on him as such, and not as an extra "scalp" or a possible
husband, was beyond her comprehension.
"But," I argued, "returning to the butterflies, surely, Mercedes, you
have quite as much freedom now as any American girl. And, forgive me,
my dear, but you employ it in much the same manner."
Her glance was mischievous and rather child-like.
"That has only been since my return home," she said. "Mother is not
pleased, but Father says, 'let her go ahead.' And--as to what you say,
I am trying very hard to be American now."
"Not the comrade sort, such as your mechanical roommate?" I suggested.
She regarded me in amazement.
"But most of the men I meet are Cubans," she stated. "Do you think
_they_ would understand it--if I could be like that little Mary
Adams?"
I considered, shook my head.
"Of course not," she said, answering her own question. "They would
laugh and shrug--and be, perhaps, disagreeable. They can accept such a
manner in an American girl. They do not like it, or comprehend it, but
some of them have learned their lesson. And they must respect it.
But--in a Spanish girl--it would be unthinkable. Besides," she added
frankly, "I couldn't--"
She was right. Temperamentally unfit, emotionally too highly developed.
"And--as to the flirting," she said shyly, "I--I like to attract
people. I like to make them laugh and say nice things. And perhaps my
American friends have taught me something of their methods."
"And your motive--?" I asked.
She stretched her graceful arms wide. Her hair had a blue sheen in the
shaded light of the verandah and her skin was magnolia-white.
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