"It will be difficult to arrange that," he said, "as you have made
other plans. And I shall leave Green Hill--so I am afraid," he
concluded evenly, "that a 'little house in the garden'--unless _you_
wish to keep Silas on--wouldn't be quite feasible."
He went out with that, and it was some time before I had pulled myself
together and gone in to tell Sarah the news. I saw her later, flying
in a most indecorous manner toward the garage, and knew that she and
Silas would presently be sitting on the step of the car building
air-castles in Green Hill with their new fortune. Well I knew that one
of them would be reared in the back of my little garden, just as I
thoughtless enough, had one. It wouldn't be fair to hurt Sarah now, I
told myself. I would wait till we were home. Sarah would be sorry--she
liked Bill--but Father would keep both Sarah and Silas on--the place
needed a permanent man-of-all-work....
But there were breakers ahead--bitter waters. I was to be spared
nothing--nothing--to the final humiliation.
There was a letter from Father when the mail came in. It isn't
necessary to set it down here. Suffice it to say that something I had
said in my last letter about his never-failing generosity to me, had
called forth a denial that "the bit of pin-money--to make you feel
independent, dear!" amounted to anything. And then a word about the
income Bill had settled on me: "I think you should know, Mavis," he
concluded, "although I am breaking word with Bill. He told me he
didn't want your small, unworldly head to be bothered with money
matters. But it is time that you learned to be practical--"
He mentioned the little allowance he had insisted on making me: it
would hardly have paid for my shoes. And eventually it was clear to me
that the money in the bank ... my clothes ... my lovingly purchased
gifts for my friends ... Sarah's wages ... my many extravagances since
coming to Cuba ... everything, everything had come from the one source
... Bill. And I, more ignorant than any child about the value of
money, had not even asked, except once. And then he had lied to me,
had told me it was my money, my Father's money, and all the time I had
been living on charity. How well he knew me, that he took the chance
that I would not ask Father for a definite statement of what allowance
he was making me!
I was overwhelmed with shame and dismay. It seemed as if this were the
proverbial last straw. "They make gold out of straws, don't they?" my
sick brain inquired childishly. It was hard to think coherently.
I went to the telephone and called the garage. Silas answered. I
managed, somehow, to congratulate him on the lottery drawing before I
asked him to find Dr. Denton, please, and ask him to come up to the
house, if he were not too busy. I wished to speak to him.
Ten full, wretched minutes I endured before he came.
"Is anything the matter?" he asked, bursting in precipitately.
Mutely, I gave him the letter.
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