"You baby," he said. "Sometimes I think I have been selfish, tying you
down to a cross old husband before you've had your good times--"
"Don't want any good times without you!" I said, obstinately.
"All right," said he. "We'll have them together. I'll renew my youth!"
"Don't be absurd! You're a mere infant!"
"Second childhood," he said, "you've been an elixir of youth to me; of
life itself."
"You do say such nice things," I sighed. "That comes of being a poet!"
"Poet be hanged!" said Bill. "It comes of being in
love--with--you--with you--"
That was a very nice drive. After all, the hansom has advantages. One
can sit awfully close, and hold hands under the shiny, wooden apron.
Wednesday Mother came. I called her that right off. She was the
dearest thing, with such curly red hair and eyes the color of Bill's,
only a different shape. She was littler than I even, with hands and
feet that were wholly ridiculous. Father was immediately enchanted
with her. The four of us had a long talk, all one soft Spring day,
interrupted by Uncle John, and by getting Peter and Sarah safely off
to Green Hill. And then, while I was resting, she had her talk with
her son, and came to me later, after I had gone to bed.
She curled up beside me in a wonderful blue negligée which made her
look like a girl. And we talked--and talked.
"You're the nicest thing that Bill has given me," I said, happily,
before she left, "and Bill's the nicest thing you could give me. You
don't feel," I begged, "that I am taking him away from you--?"
"I love you," she answered, the laughter gone from her eyes, and her
face very sweet to see, "for yourself--for Bill too, but most of all
for yourself. I have wanted this since he first wrote me about you. I
have prayed for it every night. You were so exactly the sort of a girl
I wanted my boy to marry--"
"But," I said, "I was just a little, bed-ridden, useless creature
then--"
"I knew that Bill would cure you," said Mother. "He always gets what
he wants--"
"Doesn't he though?" I interrupted, proudly.
"And he wanted you!"
"I love him so," I whispered against the soft lace at her breast.
She put her arms very closely around me. I don't know why I cried.
And then, she talked to me. Just as my own Mother would have
done--very gravely and tenderly for a long half-hour. When she left
my room, I lay awake a long time, thinking about her and Bill,
wondering if I could ever be to him all that she had said I would be.
I was happy, a little frightened, and so grateful--so grateful.
CHAPTER XXII
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